My Heechul, my experience. Gawd, he looks so cute in this pic.
An example of a Dol+I
Heenim's part in Sorry Sorry. I always wait until this part before I change to the next song.
It kinda look as idiotic as this dance.
These are all my other favourite pictures of Kenji that I draw now. He is very different from when I first drew him.. Sob, my Kenji's all grown up....
I drew this based on a picture of Heechul in his endorsed clothing by SPRIS. The jacket is supposed to be in black color. But since it doesn't look like Heechul, I decide to call it Hwechel. Haha..
I don't know why, but i would really like to post this up because I feel like it. Just don't ask me questions and I will tell you no lies....
This is Naruto Shippuden's new and latest OP and ED. The OP was amazing that for a second I forgot that Sasuke was silly and stupid because he looked pretty AWESOME in that vid.
The ED, well words can do you no justice. I almost cry watching the vid and the translation of the song is... well... TOO MANY IMPLICATIONS!!!!!! Damn you Piero people!!!
When I'm typing this up, it's already 2:31 am in Malaysia. My fingers are really numb and I'm really freezing my ass off. No, people, Malaysia has a tropical climate and it does not go any lower than 26 degree celcius here. But someone, SOMEONE, changed my air conditioner's temp to 20 degrees. I'm so cold but I'm not willing to get up and turn the thing off. I'll just wait for someone to turn it off tomorrow morning.
I was on a call with my friend the other day and we recap a few things that happen when I was still in my school days.
Friend: I still remember the first time you came to our school. So quiet and so 'skema'.
Me: LOL. The hell I was. I don't know anyone there la at that time.
Friend: But later on you became one of the noisiest in class. Never thought this person is the same as the one transferred earlier.
Me: What to do? First impressions are important you know.
Friend: Impressions my ass. I tell you, you were so quiet back then, I thought you were a two-goody-shoes type. Never scared of people calling you two-faced ah?
Seriously, yeah I'm quiet when I meet new people. If you talk to me, I'll answer only what was asked. Never more. This only happens with people I'm awkward with. I'm still awkward with a few of my classmates especially those in part 5 students. I rarely talk to them unless it's important. But with Kaizu and Kyoko, I'm all but quiet with those two.
On the entertainment side, I really want to watch SuJu performed in Malaysia but people say they won't be here till next April. Even if they were here, I can't go watch them anyway's because I have my finals at that time... Ha~ I really wanted to see Heechul in person and would do almost anything to meet him. I learned a few Korean words and I'd like to travel to Korean if possible. I tried making my own Kim Bap but don't ask me how it turns out....
Anyway, I'm getting awfully sleepy right now, but I still wanted to watch more Heechul videos... Chances are, the laptop is going to watch me sleep.... huhuhu...
I got bored of updating my blog in dA, so I'm updating it here. Right now, my latest craze is still Heechul. I don't even care if anyone even call Heenim names anymore, beacuse I know in my heart that I love him for who he is...
Anyway, I have been terribly busy this week with my upcoming proposal. Now that it is all done, I feel so free. Free of all the burden. Maybe now I can find the time to draw. I keep making out story lines in my head, but never actually draw them..
lalalala....
I dunno what else to say...
All I know is....
I'M STALKING HEECHUL NEXT YEAR!!!!
Seriously guys, I have to stop watching all these variety shows. These shows are going to be the death of me one day. My sides still hurts from last night laughter. I love the laughter, but i hate the pain after. And luck have it, my lecturer in my class today made a few really funny jokes. I tried hard not to laugh, but I have really low willpower. So, all that came out was a combi of ssukso(one sided grin) and a laughter.
wwww (=w=)v
Other than that, the latest news about me is I am really hooked on Heechul. Don't ask me why. But I just really am. But somehow I am really dissapointed because my friends keep saying bad things about him. One friend call him gay and another called him
'half made faggot'. When I hear this I might laugh with them but inside I kinda hurt inside. So there are ANTI-FANS here in Malaysia too...
Is it so bad for me to like asian idols? LOL, I feel like laughing so hard thinking about me liking those western Idols. BsB? Westlife? LOLOLOLOL!!!!!! If it is about idols, I adopt the Japanese motto when they took Malaysia, "Asians are for asians".
Damn right they are. And I booked Heechul for myself. Hahaha....
Anyway, my finals are coming up.
Currently, I have to say that I am head over heels with Super Junior's Kim Heechul. Not only he is very good looking, but he is ultimately crazy and happy-go-lucky too. Or so I thought. Most people know Heechul from his ongoing craziness and pranks. I dare you to look at him once and say, "this is so not my type.."(girls only)
Ladies, This is as cute as it gets.After I came back a little while ago, I turned on the internet
and typed in the name 'Kim Heechul'
it might seem funny but.. I haven't searched for my name
before.. almost never..
how should I put it.. it seems unbecoming and..
except for game sites, I don't go on the internet..
Also, it's better not to read any internet posts at all..
is what I thought..
because I received so much insults against my family
when I first debuted(-┏)
Then about 4 years? It's been more than 4 years..
for the first time in a long while, I read various posts
posts about me.. related search items.. new stories..
surprising posts..
I went into blogs.. pictures of me that I didn't know about..
incidents related to me..
It made me think.. I really receive a lot of love
It's difficult to say thanks.. I was someone who was
embarrassed even to just hear the words, but..
even though it made me squirm a bit..ㅋ I thought..
folks are gracious enough to like me a lot
And through other people, I visited various cafes
Because my password is always changed..
it's difficult for me to join using my own
The saddest thing is that even if I change my phone number,
everyone seems to know (the new number) within 24 hours..
Anyways, the thing I realized after visiting all sorts of cafes..
there are a lot of people who really dislike me also..
is what I thoughtㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Even from an early age, I was a kid who divided people's
opinions (likes and dislikes) so.. I laughed a bit
'Even getting older, nothing's changed'
Today was a day that I didn't have any energy so
I feebly read posts about myself..
There were a lot of posts that made me frown, but
there were also posts that made fun of me and yet still
contained some senseㅋㅋ
##################### <<>
(regarding rumors that have been floating around)
There were nicknames that had originality
and some that were experts of language..ㅋ
That's not to say that they were good(-┏)
It made me feel bad, but it was a bit humorousㅋㅋ
If I say that it's true, are you going to say that it's true..
and if I say it's not true, are you going to say it's not?^-^
(in response to those who wanted him to respond to the rumors)
I opened up both the fan cafe and anti cafe at the same time
and went back and forth from one to another ..
before I could get a sense that I liked or disliked something,
the one thing that came to my mind
'Being alive in itself is really something to be happy about..'
why.. you know the feeling.. being really happy just to be
breathing..
I want to be able to go on a trip by myself..
a place with a mountain where a river flows..
There are often times when I look at the clouds moving
above the sky and stare blankly without a thought
and times when I stare intensely at the hands on a clock..
lately I've been doing that a lot
I no longer have any pictures to post on my minihompy..
and it's been a long time since I've taken a self-camera pic..
Having to change my password often.. getting hacked..
I thought of getting rid of my hompy..
Oftentimes I talk to my fans about this and that
I guess it's something obvious, but..
they absolutely won't let me get rid of it(-┏)
My childhood friends have gotten married and..
have cute babies.. now I have kids who call me uncle^-^
'Who am I going to get married to in the future..',
'Am I going to be able to get married..'
I don't know when, but the feeling of loving someone has
faded
my heart beating faster.. butterflies.. heart being cold..
all those feelings have disappeared..
Drinking soju at home alone
because I don't like places with a lot of people..
Smoking a cigarette after quitting.. then quitting..
then smoking.. then quitting again..
Getting older and wiser..
doesn't always seem to be a good thing
My eyes which should look to the future
keeps getting entangled in only reminiscence..
There was a book that I was writing while carrying
around my laptop
The title 'Sellectice and His Friend Karrion'
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
It contained things I wrote when I was young and
things that I thought about
Of course, it all disappeared when I got in the accident..ㅋㅋ
I like writing so much so that it's still a dream of mine
Saying that I have a 'dream'..
it seems somewhat awkward and a bit silly
Right now
I've been writing this post for nearly 3 hours..ㅋ
listening to this song and that..
looking outside then looking at Heebum..
Right now Choi Jae Hoon-nim's
'잊을 수 없는 너 (You Whom I Can't Forget)' is playing
I bought this latest album too.. Choi Jae Hoon-nim whose
songs are extremely touching..
별리 (Separation), 안녕 (Goodbye), 널 보낸 후에 (After Letting
You Go), 마지막 비 (Last Rain), 슬픈 운명 (Sad Destiny)
etc. etc..ㅠ_ㅠ
FT Island's '사랑하지마요 (Don't Love)' is playing nowㅋㅋ
Every time I meet Hongki, I always ask him to sing thisㅋㅋ
Difficult incidents, sad incidents, depressing incidents,
hurtful incidents, wounding incidents..
Even though it's a life overflowing with pain..
I would like you to always smile^-^
Heechul oppa, please don't be depressed anymore and return to your old cheerful self. And when Super Junior comes to Malaysia next year, I'll be there to support oppa. We can't really stop what people are saying about us but we certainly don't want people to talk bad behind us... So guys and gals, think about it....
Hey blog,
Remember me? Your owner? The one that always write and post silly and emo stuff to you? Well, sorry I didn't post as much nowdays. You see, being the sayko I am, I like to sign up for the silliest stuff and ignore all the old things online. Right now I am just focusing on one site which is my dA account. But I promise I'll get back to you soon, since I am not going to get tired of dA, but I am getting tired of facebook. Sorry again dear blog. Love you..
Ah, sebenarnya aku nak kuar dis Saturday tapi disebabkan keadaan yg tidak mengizinkan, aku kena pikir balik 2, 3, 4, 5 kali... Aku nak tengok Harry Potter!!!! Ah, my laling Draco.... Oh, selsema babi, kenapa lah ko melanda negeri melaka dulu. huhuhu... melalut x tentu hala...
I have been reading my past post, and I wonder. How come recently, my language are quite vulgar. Vulgar as in really bad. I think it all started because I can't stand with 'that person' I hate most. And since I'm not saying it to her face, might as well go all the way to curse her. People might say,
kya, kya, time for cleaning....
he's so cute in this pic. I tried to draw kenji in his clothes. currently in the inking process. when I'm done, I'll post it up here.
++saykoji89++
++it has been a long time since i post up anything++
SASUNARU
Idol pairing
AKAME
1827@HibaTsuna
