Mind Your Language

I have been reading my past post, and I wonder. How come recently, my language are quite vulgar. Vulgar as in really bad. I think it all started because I can't stand with 'that person' I hate most. And since I'm not saying it to her face, might as well go all the way to curse her. People might say,

"..you're just a coward, go tell it to her face..."

Telling it to her straight? Then what, she'll cry to her mom because I said such words? So not worth the trouble of me being scold. She is such a crybaby and a bitch is I might add. She thinks she's so preety but she's not. She thinks she is being so majestic cause she is friends with 'anak dato'? I don't give a fuck. Aku pun ade kawan ngan anak dato' gak, tapi x de pun prangai aku macam kau.

I don't get it? Why do people want to be jelous of others? It doesn't bring them any good. If jelousy was for a good thing than, I don't mind.

AHHHHH!!!! THINKKING ABOUT HER WILL MAKE MY BRAIN ROT!!!!! Happy thoughts, happy thoughts. Ahh.... Pasta~~~!!!

++trying to not make my brain rot++

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Lappie Cleaning Time!!!

Well, usually every few months, I would turn my lappie inside out to to some spring cleaning, though it is not always during spring. In this few days, my lappie keep crashing so i decided, i need to make space so my virtual memory wouldn't be so high. (don't ask me what i'm talking about, coz i don't have a clue) So, here I go, with a cute chibitalia costume, to clean my lappie's hard disk.

kya, kya, time for cleaning....

While i was cleaning, I just noticed, no wonder my lappie always crashed. I only have around 560Mb left of hard disk space. I know I have been downloading a lot of videos and songs lately, and don't even try to ask whether is it legal or not. Whoever does not know, my lappie is a very, very old model, Acer Travelmate 240, and I am proud to have it and if possible do not want to replace it. I have 2 very good reasons for that. The first one is because it's durability is really high. It has already withstand a lot of falls from the bed and being soaked in water. Right now, it is working perfectly well. The second reason is I am very lazy to transfer 20Gb worth of anime and manga to another lappie. it will take a very long time.

Anyway, since I only have about 560Mb left, I went to my folder to see what is taking up so much space. My guess is the songs but I was wrong. It was the videos. Last month I just deleted 4 of my favourite anime to make space for Hetalia but I had a lot of space left. What I'm trying to say here, actually cleaning my lappie is a useless act because I will clog it up with all my otaku-ness.


++peace out, y'all++
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Latest Obsession

Yes dear readers. I have found my latest stalking object. It's Inoue Joe. Wonder how I get so obsessed over him? I wonder. All I know is Kaizu is tired of hearing my squealing about him, so I post it up here. I really think his face looks too familiar.

I like all his song. Some raises the spirit, and some just made me cry...

But I what I really like is his sense of fashion. Wayyy cool.... Kakkoi...

This is what made me fall in love with him...

he's so cute in this pic. I tried to draw kenji in his clothes. currently in the inking process. when I'm done, I'll post it up here.

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++it has been a long time since i post up anything++

On Cloud 9...

Guess who's back?
Back again.
Daddy's back,
tell your friends...

Hell yeah i told my friends... and they all like went...

"SHARA! we are not interested in this 'daddy' or whoever it is! By the way, aren't you 20 this year? Grow up!"

Uh, words are sharper than swords... Yeah, so what, I'm 20. Masashi is wayyy older than me and he creates them. probably, they're annoyed at me for going "KYA KYA KYA KYA" over a manga character... uh... can't help it. Manga characters are wayy better looking than any ordinary real human and the best part is, they stay that way. human ages, and the beauty (or in this case handsomeness) fades with time.

so this are the royal proof that sasuke has return to the manga timeline...

Fuck you, Bitch!

Fuck you, bitch,
I don't give a damn,
I know you're a whore,
I should mark you as spam

I know you're very 'gedik',
And also very 'mengada',
Well, you know what bitch,
You're a goddamn motherfucker

You think you're so good,
You think you're so fine,
Well, think again, bitch!
Oh, wait, you only got half a mind.

Can you do me a favour,
Go jump in the well,
Or just eat shit and die,
I hope you burn in hell.

I made this poem last night, i was really pissed off with somebody and if possible i would really like to kick her ass, that no good for nothing hypocritic bitch.

Yeay!

Ah... Today I went to Kaizu's place to spend some quality time with her. Uh, problem is, I think I might add another item to the "what I blame Kaizu for" list. And the winning item is.... HETALIA. Yes, I know, I've grown to like it in some sort of way. Kaizu can have Arthur as long as I get Kiku. Why do I always go for the dark-haired type, and she goes for the blond. Never guessed why.... Anyhow, other than ogling the cute countries and suju (I laughrd till my cheeks hurts...) we kinda talked about stuff like people on DiL and the H1N1 virus("selsema lah, babi" is what my brother call it), which kinda takes up, I dunno, 10 minutes? Than it is back to the old conversation that-if-neither-one-of-us starts-about-it,-then-there-must-be-something-wrong type. (Ah, laling, you get what I meant. *wink**wink*) Anyway, today was fun, I don't have to do chores, I get to spend time with my friend and I got the vids for Hetalia. The thing is, I can't believe that not after 5 mins that me and Kaizu parted at the lift, we were messaging each other... Hmmm....

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++enjoying my newfound Hetalia, kiku is mine BTW++

I Hate You

I hate the way you dress I hate that you are a mess I hate your eyes I hate your lies. I hate it when you talk I hate the way you walk I hate your smile I hate your style. I hate your arms I hate your charms I hate your face I hate your place. I hate your hands I hate your plans I hate the way you think I hate it when you drink. I hate when you call I hate it all I hate it that you are true I hate you when I’m blue. I hate you when you sleep I hate you very deep I hate the way you kiss I hate to be like this. I hate your touch I hate you much I hate myself more I hate that’s you I adore. I hate, I don’t hate you a bit I hate, I will have to admit I don’t hate you, Not even small I don’t hate you at all.

Chores in Exchange For a What?!

Yeah, the title came out funny. But, nonetheless, it is true. Today, I, Saykoji89, has totally lost it. I had done every known house chores to mankind. Vacuum the whole house, wash the dishes. set the clothes to dry, pick them up and folded them, mopped the whole house, wash the toilets, water the plants, clean my room (which is very rare), take out the trash and even washed my mum's car all so that I can spend a few hours of fun with my best friend. Yeah, I know just asking wouldn't get me there, so I decided to go extremely beyond me. My mom laughed at my guts, but she said she'll think about it. Ah, today has been the busiest day in my entire life. Busy, busy, busy....

In an unrelated story, today, I had the whole house to myself and what did I do? I fucking cleaned it. Usually, the longer amount of time I spend alone in the house, the more it is starting to look like a bachelor's pad. Not that I mind, but my parents did. So in short, today I was not completely myself. But I do enjoy watching Naruto, though. No one can disturb me from my 2 o clock date with cartoon network. (So, it's dubbed. Hell I care. As long as I get to watch anime, I'm good)

Owh, not forgetting, I've downloaded like 25 themes for my phone today. Various themes from Death note to all those cute stuff. And I sure like to get more of them. Hehehe... I also have added a new page element called "Where I download it from again?". Yeah, kinda long but it'll do. Ehehehe.... So, that's it for this post.

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++damn tired. next time i'll try butt-kissing the not so tired way++

All Alone Again

Well, with Kaizu returning to collage seems like I'm left alone again in the world wide web. No, really. Other than Kaizu, Kyoko doesn't seem like she going On9 anytime soon. She only comes once in a blue moon. Meaning: she rarely go online or rather that when she is online, I'm offline. You might been thinking, What about the other friends? My other friends don't work with me like these two do. That's why it takes me a long time to be friends and really trust them, but with Kaizu and Kyoko, from the first moment we talk, we are friends forever. Each one of us is unique in our very own special way, Kaizu who is mother of all obsession, Sayko mother of all things psychotic and Kyoko mother of terror. I have a feeling I am going to be bored in a very long time. No offense to my other friends. Besides Kaizu and Kyoko, I kinda miss a few of them too. Joshua, Andy, Hani, Faizatun, Ann, Nazz, Tasha, Hairul, Hafiz(uitm) and not forgetting Atiqah and Azhani, my two friends from matric. God, these girls are way fun to be with. All I can say is, the both of them can come up with very creative names for guys like strawberry and seposen. Contact with tiqah not long ago but long since I heard from Azhani. Not since I lost my phone. Yes, I lost my phone earlier this year. Anyway, if anybody reading this, ignore it. I'm just bored and out of my mind. Oh, and to mt friends who are wondering why am I posting in english, it's because I'm not good in Japanese. If not the blog would be in Japanese, not english. Joking. Because I just felt like doing this in english. All my earlier post (I think) is in Malay. Well, see ya.

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++oh where, oh where has my little dog gone? Wait, I don't have a dog! Oh well++

Can I get any one to believe me?

Naruto is ghetto-ish samurai style. Obviously cool!

Sasuke in cursed seal form looking at you cooly and with a sexy pose.

See these pics? Awesome right? The question is, can I get anyone to believe that I drew it? Probably not. These are the drawings of my favourite doujin artist Fuyumoe Makomo, a.k.a Piero. I scrambled her gallery just now and found wonders. Not only I found sasunaru, but there are others like Edward Elric from FMA, Hibari-senpai from Hitman reborn and more. I tell you, she is a true genius! (I hope I got the gender right. Don't really know what gender he/she is) Really wish that I could draw like her one day. Just looking at these makes me wanna draw as well. Really, although my skills are WWAAYYYYY worst than hers, but I'm gonna try till I succeed. Owh, and I think I need to put up a disclaimer here.

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the drawings above and it belongs solely to Piero. I even think I took it illegally. What the heck, as long as I'm happy.

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++dropping the MS Paint and getting a pencil instead++

What happen after....

After me and kaizu had finished our little drawing session, see KsK blogsite to see what I mean, I had went out to watch fullmetal alchemist brotherhood with my bro. Later, when i was inside my room when the show finished, I couldn't get over that i could ACTUALLY draw with paint and it kinda looks nice. Better than my usual doodle. So, I opened the paint again, and started drawing, and drawing till I get a picture. I'm so proud of it, that i went straight to post it on my DA account. Really, it wasn't bad, but it's not good either. Bear with me....

Ah, papa and daddy went for an outing, and being followed by, nonetheless, Sakura, Ino and Shikamaru? Weird... Isn't this too troublesome?

Anyway, I like drawing with paint. Maybe I should do it more often...

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++maybe I could become a great master with paint someday++

What should I be in the future?

I have been thinking a lot lately... What Profession should I be later in my days.... Should I become a manga-ka or a novelist. These are the two things I love and enjoy doing the most.

About drawing, I have been drawing ever since I could remember. I think it was 4. And I created my own character, Rockey Anderson at a mere age of 6. He was and still is my fave character. From Rockey to Kenji/Saykoji, I've seen improvement at each time I hold a pencil to draw. Drawing has been a hobby I keep close to my heart. Once, I described myself unable to live if there is no pencil and paper. Now, I can't live without my handphone and lappie. How things change. Fortunately, so does my drawings. Have you seen what I drew when I created Rockey? He was an elaborated version of a stickman. Kenji, no where near a stick but very close to be a bishie. Anyway, if I wanted to be a manga-ka, I have to deal with these so called lack of inspiration and procrastination. Manga-ka's have deadlines to meet and me? Deadline doesn't appear in my vocab. Ok, maybe it does when I have to hand in assignments, but other than that, NONE. I do everything at my pleasure. I'm not gonna be a good manga-ka this way.

How about a novelist? I've written a few of my story, which all have completely no ending, and left behind for a new novel ideas. So far, my novel/manga that is done to the very end, AND have a sequel is my "HISHIMOTO-TEKA DAIKIRAI!" which is in english, "I hate prince Hishimoto" I made this out of some research I've done on the imperial Japanese royalty. It's about a girl, Sachihata Hikaru, who was chosen as one of the 10 candidates for Prince Hishimoto's bride. The poor girl, wanted outs so she did every possible thing to quit, but ended up being punished instead. She also met Nomiya Kaoru there, which turns out to be Prince Hishimoto himself. Wonder what will happen to both of 'em? Hahaha... Wait till I released it in this blog. Anyway, the first chapter is already up in my Deviantart.

So which brings us to the main question.... Which one should I choose?

P/s---> Laling, accountancy IS NOT an option. It is a last minute plan in case the two above stunk.

pp/s---> Sorry, no pics this time. Too lazy to upload one.

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++happily adding stuff to her deviantart account++

Newly Found Treasure Cove

I can't believe I have been missing out all these while. I found a new treasure cove for my sasunaru pic collection. And the pics there are not half bad... Where is this, you might wonder. Well just join the CR sasunaru fan club. Ahaha... I know... But I always get my sasunaru pics in photobucket and deviantart. Now I have a new place to search for.... And there is one quote from Naruto manga that makes me really think that sasu and naru are deeply in love. Not one actually. Maybe two or three or more. Anyway, I'll just post them all here.

"Our fists didn't have to meet for me to understand, but since that time we haven't spoken. We... how are we friends?" - Uzumaki Naruto

"Do you know, Naruto... that if both you and your opponent are first class ninja, you can read each other's minds when your fists meet. There is no need for words. I know you aren't naive, Naruto, so you can read the *true* mind? Can you read my mind!?" - Uchiha Sasuke
"Can you kill me calmly, Sasuke?" - Uzumaki Naruto

The images are from the CR sasunaru club. Nice right. And actually I found the quotes in a fanfic titled "Thicker Than Blood" and these are actually real quotes from the manga. All of them is at the Valley of the End arc. I don't remember the exact chapters. :3

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++my bro just gave me a cold++

Orange Blue Sky

Last Sunday, I went for a trip to Morib Beach with my parents. I was bored of being at home, so I followed them. The trip to was nothing much. I kinda slept the whole way there. But what I saw on the trip back amaze me. I kinda thank God for letting me watch such a beautiful scenery. Yup, you guessed it, it was dusk and the sky was all orange and blue. (Think hard sasunaru fans) I was like, "OH, my GOD!!! This has to be the most beautiful thing I have ever seen!" I'll post pictures, but I don't think the pictures are as beautiful as the colors I've seen in the sky.

This was a sunset on the way back to Penang. Can't really see the blue and orange together.

This was what I meant by the power of the Almighty. The two colors seems so perfect for each other.

Here is another pic to prove it.

I rest my case in this picture.


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++I'm so in love with orange and blue++

Long Kiss Goodbye

"How long before we see each other again?"
What made me think that
You were saying it with a nice expression?
I pretend that there's nothing bothering me
I'll listen 'till morning as you make excuses
Because I want us to be connected

I don't even want to see your face along the Meguro river anymore
No development will come from this, my cell phone dances
If It's goodbye mail, I want to forget about it
"Hold me tight" but "I want to disappear to somewhere"
Any time that you're talking too much you don't seem to notice*
I let you see that "I cry" a little while pretending to be strong
How well did those tears work on you?

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"

The strange voice he has when he sneezes
The screwed up face he has when he laughs
His habit of rubbing his eyes when he can't stop sweating
No matter how you look at, his personality is boring

Our styles aren't similar at all
He's uselessly shy, a bit in bad taste
The smirk he has when he lies is annoying
I figured those out ages ago, it sucks

I just didn't have a boyfriend at the time
It was just a relationship for me to kill time with
Those are the excuses I told my friends
There's no way I was pursuing him...huh?

He tries to win me over with boring jokes
And I'm sick of his nonstop talking
I've always locked him out, and now I'm knocking

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"

When our hands come apart
Will you forget someday?
About me?

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"

Well, it might sound familiar. Maybe because it is the 7th ending of Naruto Shippuuden. I suddenly (and when I mean suddenly, it's not so sudden) fell in love with the song when I saw/read the translation of the song. God, it so fits the description for sasunaru. I really, really wish the manga would end with Naruto and Sasuke being together. Maybe not as lovers, but at least as friends...

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++trying so hard to try and avoid the bastard and dumbass for a day++

My Friends

I seem to have dreams about my primary and secondary school friends these days. Especially a certain guy name Andy Lim. I really miss him. Me, Andy and Joshua used to hang around at school A LOT. They are my best buddies after Iqa and Syaz, and before Ann, Amaze and Nazz. I think they are my only male best friends. Hence, it's kinda hard to forget. Me and Joshua still keep in touch (sometimes), but Andy? I lost contact with him since the day he moved. I know he is in ss14 right now, but I wouldn't just go stalk his house and yell from the outside, "Andy! Do you still remember me?! Come out and play!" I must be crazy enough if I would go do that. I know he's gotten taller these few years, before this he was shorter than me. Really, Andy, if you are out there, reading this damn blog, contact me you bastard. Oh, I'm sorry. Bastard can only be used for daddy. I have to find you another nickname.

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++getting rid of my guilty concience++

You So Have To Agree With Me

Gawd, Bonds is the best movie ever, don't you agree so, Kaizu? Wanna yell, and scream, and cry NOW? Uh, have the sudden urge to do a fangirl scream. I bet you were smirking the whole time you were watching that movie. I like when the final battle ends. Daddy look at papa falling from a far and turns around, pakai balik baju and walks away. So like daddy. Owh, btw, I already download it from megaupload and I don't have to buy a DVD. Aaannndddd.... It's out on you tube. LOL. Go figure.


P/S: I also knew that you were cursing the production studio for making such a movie with lots of implications.

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++doing a fangirl scream++

Who knew?

As usual, I was browsing th net today and guess what I found. Memories of my childhood. No, I did not found pictures of me when I was smaller but close enough. I found out about the Anime I used to see when I was younger. For example, Dash Yonkurou. I bet lots of us have seen the show when we were smaller. This anime was out when I just entered standard one. I even begged (literally begged) my dad to buy me this pencilbox with Yonkurou on the front and the rest of the gang on the back. It was one of my treasured items that I have no fucking idea where it is now. I also begged (again, literally) for the toy. Mine was the Rising Sun and Dancing Doll and my brother's was Emperor and Canonball, I think. Ah, fond memories of mini 4WD's. Remember the anime Let's & Go? Yeah, I was a fan too. At that time, I think it was wayy famous that almost everyone I knew had at least one mini 4WD with them. I had mine too. No, it was not the one that cost rm60 for something you have to assemble your own and buy your own batteries. Mine was like for rm20, but still the same thing. I remember arguing with my brother about assembling that thing because the parts were all mixed up and nobody could tell which is whose. So, in conclusion, anime does not only it can be your childhood memories, but it can also bring you closer to your family. (HINT: argue with brother, begged parents)

People Cook the Darnest Things

I am speechless. I don't really know what to say actually. How did I end up this way? You see, last night, my family and I went to a stall for dinner. Yeah, we kinda always go out for dinner since my dad rarely eat dinner. There, I, without hesitating, ordered U.S.A fried rice (Nasi Goreng U.S.A). And no, it supposed to have nothing to do with the States. And yet, I found it very shocking when what I ordered reached my table. You see, the fried rice was supposed to be a simple fried rice, with pieces of fried beef and a sunny side up fried egg. But, what I received was rice fried with eggs, chicken, cili api, and APPLE, with fried egg (this is correct) and sausages and fries. WTF??!! I was trying so hard not to laugh last night while eating my dinner. When I asked whether they had the item on the menu, they could just said no, instead of trying to create something that supposed to look like it but totally different. Well, I guess I could give them credit for creativeness, but hell I won't order that again!

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++trying to digest what I ate last night++

Ready, set..... Customize!

As many of you know, some may regard me as being one of the best technician ever. Whenever there's a problem with the computer, they search for me. Honestly, I'm not as good as I look. No, wait, let me rephrase that. I actually sucks at everything relating to a computer compared to my elder brother. Damn, it hurts to say that.

But yesterday, I spent the whole night customizing my lappie. Now it is all based on the Naruto theme. When I turn on the computer, I'll be welcomed by Sasuke (Daddy) asking for password, which is none-related to my favourite couple but I shouldn't tell you that. Then, my cursor (gawd it took me a long time to find it.) is actually Naruto himself. Hehehe... When I hover my cursor on a link, it goes "dattebayo". And finally, after the log on sounds (Naruto's "dattebayo" if I start a cold boot and Orange Range's "Ikenai Taiyou" if i start a warm boot) I am greeted by my babies. Chibi Sasunaru. They're so cute that I want to show them to everybody. In fact, why don't I do that?

Ah, see how cute they are?? Uh, no I'm not a fucking pedophile! I just happen to think they're cute.

Anyway, the main reason why I customized everything was because I read Kaizu's blog and she said she had an Arthur cursor. So I got my Naru-cursor set. Then I was thinking, why not customize all. So, now I'm happy with all the customization I made. By the way, my dad is going to kill me if he finds out what I did to my lappie. Uh.....

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++Can I customize everything to Naruto related?++