To laling

I know you won't get to see this on dA, and even if you did, it's probably a long time from now. So I just post this here for you to see, since I can't send it to your phone... enjoy..

P/s--> This OC's name is Sonny Xanadu. The name I got from Heechul's musical play, Xanadu. And yes, Sonny is his role... Go figure.

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++Stop drawing random OC++

Dedicated to Kenji

Yeah, my guilty concience has finally caught up to me. Not to mention the sound of Kenji's voice screaming in my head when I drew another random OC. He goes like this,
"Yah, sayko, if you have so much time drawing another random OC, draw me instead!!!"

So, here I am trying to make it up to him, before I forget how to draw him forever...

Harusawa Kenji, he can be called my second genaration character. My first one was Rockey... I created Kenji when I was 15 years old, so he has been with me for 5 years now... Happy 5th aniversary, Kenji! Anyway, Kenji's concept is actually my ideal prince. Good looking, witty, and has a dark personality. (That is why he keeps bugging me to be drawed) Kenji's fullname is REALLY long. He goes by Maxiwilliam Kenji Thomas Alexander Anderson Harusawa. He was born in Lincoln Hospital, Washington on the 26th of October 1989. (actually he was born in my head on I don't know when). Although he should be 18 this year, I decided to make him forever 18. It doesn't have to mean that he should grow old with me...

I got the concept of drawing Kenji when I was in form 3, Kenji's real name at that time was suppose to be Konzen Douji. (That's why he has that guy's type of chara) I changed it to Kenji because Konzen doesn't sound too Japanese, and Kazuya Minekura might sue me for plagarism. So I changed it to Harusawa Kenji. If you see closely, Kenji is actually a name derived from Konzen Douji. How clever of me...

This post is actually supposed to be longer but I'm really lazy to tpe so, I'm gonna skip a few paragraph...

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and, we arrived to the facts you probably don't know about Kenji before I post up the pictures...

1. Kenji is a lefty. But he can be right-handed whenever he wanted to.

2. Kenji's birthday is actually the birthday of a boy I had a crush on when I was in school. I wanted to change the date, but whenever I set it to a new date, I seem to forget it.So, 26 october it is....

3. Kenji hates the color PINK. Just like me...

4. Kenji's occupation is a manga-ka. He has his own studio and his helper Seishi, a junior in his school. Don't ask me what his debut manga is, because I don't know...

5. Kenji has a total of 12 piercings on his face ONLY. 5 in his left ear, 3 in his right, 3 on his left eyebrow and one on his tounge. Don't ask me about other places. I only know about those.

6. When I first craeted Kenji, I made him allergic to girls. But I cured him by giving him a girlfriend, Kimie. I wanted to learn to draw girls too, that's why I gave him a girlfriend. Otherwise, he probably be gay.

7. Last unknown fact, Kenji was suppose to have a TWIN brother. What happened to him? His twin brother is actually Heiji himself. I just demoted Heiji to be his younger brother instead. But that explains why Kenji and Heiji's name are quite similar. Maxiwilliam Kenji and Maximillian Heiji.

Now, for the pictures!!!!

These are the early stages of Kenji. And the comic is a drawing I did of him the first time.


This is a comic I did of him once I've cured his allergies to girls.

So far, this is the best picture of him that I have ever drawn...

These are all my other favourite pictures of Kenji that I draw now. He is very different from when I first drew him.. Sob, my Kenji's all grown up....

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++hoping not to draw anymore random OC++

Bored

The story behind these pictures...

I drew this based on a picture of Heechul in his endorsed clothing by SPRIS. The jacket is supposed to be in black color. But since it doesn't look like Heechul, I decide to call it Hwechel. Haha..

And the small pic? It goes like this...

Kenji: Yah, you have so much free time is it?
Me: What makes you say that?

Kenji: You keep drawing all these new OCs.
Me: I guess so... I'm bored...

Kenji: But how come you never took your time to draw me?
Me: ...

Kenji: Yah, answer me you rat!
Me: Because you are getting harder to draw, with all those earrings, and you eyes...

Kenji: YOU CREATED ME THAT WAY!!!!
Me: .... I'm just lazy... (=.=)

This is a drawing I did when I saw the SuJu-M, Super girl Vid. I really like HAnkyung and Heechul together... I have a story for this too...

HC: Yah, Hankyung, I'm hungry... Faster, faster!
HK: Arrasso..(I know) (while cooking fried rice)

KI: Hyung, annyeong! Ah, Hankyung-hyung is cooking Bejing fried rice is it? Smells so delicious..
HC: Ah, teukkie, yongwoonie, come come. Hankyung is making fried rice. Come and join us. Yah, Hankyung! Faster, my stomach is grumbling...

HK: Idiot...
ET: Hankyung, fighting... Just be patience with this guy...

And the story to go with this one...

HC: I'm home! Yah, I'm hungry! Hankyung, I'm hungry!
HK: (watching TV) There is Ramen on the table help yourself...

HC: Kekeke.. Thanks, Geng.
HK: (turns to Heechul) You're... Yah, Kim Heechul!

HC: What? I want to eat!
HK: Yah! You cut your hair again?! I thought you went for drama shooting!

HC: I did. Then on the way back, I dropped by the hair salon. What do you think?
HK: I think you are an idiot. How short do you want it to be?

HC: As short as Kibummie's.
HK: Retard.

HC: Yah, Hankyung! Don't cuss.
HK: You are the one that thaught me to cuss.

HC: I did not! Even if I did, it's only for your knowledge. Not for you to cuss me...

*HC-Heechul, HK-Hankyung, KI-Kangin, ET-Eeteuk

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++I must stop reading fanfics++

100 Q&A as stolen from HCKiseki

I took these questions from HCKiseki.com, which is Heechul's Official Fan Cafe by the way. The way he answers are so funny that I think I might try to answer it as well. Yeah, and if you count, it won't reach 100 Questions because there are some questions that I feel sensitive about... Anyway, enjoy.

Name : Nur Sharain
Birthday : February 14th
School : Which one? I went to many schools.
Residency: My parents house
Family : 5 people including me
Personality : Very weird
Good Qualities : I never bother people
Bad Qualities : People say I have not enough interest in my surroundings
Hobbies : Sleeping, drawing, eating, sleeping again
Religion : Islam
Height : The shortest among my siblings
Weight : The lightest among my family
Bloodtype : Is this important?
Shoe Size : Too lazy to go look
Favorite Genre of music : Anything Asian including their classic songs
Favorite Singers : Takuya(UVERworld), 김희철, Inoue Joe, Yui
Favorite Season : Autumn, cause it’s not too hot and hot too cold
Favorite Food : Okonomiyaki and Gulai Pucuk Paku
Place I want to go : South Korea’s Kangwondo’s Wonju.
My ideal : I like someone with East Asian looks
My worries as of now : What should I do during the holidays?
First Love : My mother
Alcohol Tolerance : I don’t drink
Drinking Habits : See above.
Most important friends : Kaizu and Kyoko
Prized Possesion : 1:Lappie. 2:Handphone 3:Taku 4.Me
When I look the best : When I smile
When I look sexiest : How should I know?
Hairstyle as of now : Tied up to one side.
Clothes you are wearing right now : A blue t-shirt and shorts
What’s in your pocket : My room key
First time drinking : Never
Favorite colors : Blue, black and recently Red
Thing you want from your significant other : A handphone
Age you want to get married : 26
What you do when you’re home alone : turn on the music and/or sleep
Habits : I like to play with the pillow tips before I sleep
Highest placement in school : 1st place in the whole grade. When I was in elementary school, I always get in the top 10.
Difference between men and women : Women can wear skirt and pants. But if a man wore a skirt he’d be hearing more than an ‘idiot’ from people.
If you were born again, man or woman : Me
What you think you were in your previous life : A person
If the person you loved cheated on you :I’ll kill the person he cheated with
Favorite at Karaoke : N Sync “It’s gonna be me”, Jinbara “Cinta Pantai Merdeka”
What you want to do when it rains : Sleep
If you were on a deserted island what you take : Can I say Heechul?
How many kids : 2, twin boys.
Who do you want to see the most right now : Super Junior
Favorite snacks : Pocky (chocobanana), Hello Panda
Allowance : Whatever my mom give me
Favorite restaurants : Kenny Rogers
To be dumped or do you dump : Both are also equally sad.
Why did you write the answer to the question above : Cause it’s true
What I want right now : A black SGH-G400 handphone
When do you think you’ve grown up : I don’t want to grow up
Country you want to go to : South Korea
What you think about other people : I really couldn’t care less
What would you do if you confessed to a boy : Blush, I guess?
Place you want to go with your other : Water park
Ideal vacation spot : A place that is quiet but not secluded and has civilization
Favorite TV show : Gag Concert.
Thoughts when you’re in rain : I can’t think . I’m too busy sleeping.
When I fell happy : When I go visit Kaizu
Most recent movie watched : A Walk to Remember on my friend’s PC
Movie watched with the most feeling : Sorry, I Love You
Could you marry someone else for the person you loved : Depends
What you want to do for the person you love : Love them?
I want to die when : My time comes
You think you’re a player : I’m too lazy to be one
If you found 100k in the road : … I wonder why no one took it?
When you were most hurt : when I overheard my mother talking to my grandmother on how she cared about me less compared to my brothers.
I hate guys that : think they are really perfect
I hate girls that : acts like a bitch
If you were to become invisible : I’ll go stalking. No one would discover me! Keke..
When someone makes you mad: I keep it to myself and make sure I pay them back with the same thing.
Favorite saying : You laugh at me because I’m different, I laugh at you because you’re all the same.
If someone you met for the first time were to ask for you number : I’d ask ‘why’
Nicknames : Sayko, Shara, Ain
First thing you do in the morning : Open my eyes
Jinxes : You want me to make one?
The most important thing in the world : Air
When you were happiest : In primary school
When you were saddest : In high school
Last thing you want to say : I’m finished! Yeah~!

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++really bored now++

10 Things You Need to Know About Me

10. I hate PINK. I hate it from the bottom of my heart. I will only like pink when there is peace in the Middle East which is very unlikely.

9. I may look shy at first but I really am not. I just believe that first impressions are important. You wouldn't want to be friends who is crazy when you first met them, do you?

8. I support YAOI. I don't care what other people says about it as long as I get my daily dose of Bishies. But the thing is, I am still in fact straight. I plan to get married when I am 26 and I want to have 2 children preferably twin boys.

7. I can have mood swings even when it is not at that time of month. So, when I start whiplashing you, please don't give me the statement,
"Is it that time of month?",
if you don't want to be hit by a chair.

6. I love literature. Maybe not classic literature, but I enjoy reading and music. So far, my best record of reading is the Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix. I finished the whole book within 3 hours. I listen to various types of music and I hate people who critics other people's genre of music.

5. My stuff is my stuff. I don't like people touching my stuff without permission. And I especially wouldn't like if someone just act like what's mine is theirs too. Fuck them. When I feel like sharing I'll let you have it. But do not simply treat my stuff like something picked up from the roadside although it might look like it. These people will initiate my random mood swings.

4. Whoever or whatever I decide to like is definitely up to me. You may critic once in a while, but don't expect me to change. Never say to me,
"why do you like GAY guys?"
or
"how come your choice of guys are always lousy?"
or even
"you think that guy will like you back is it, if you put his picture as your phone theme? He doesn't even know you."


I will definitely answer back to you,
"Why, are you jealous?"
OR...
I could just kick your ass for that.

3. When I hate someone, please never try to be nice to me ever again. It's hard for me to hate someone, but once I hate you, that's it. I'll hate you forever. I have a few people on my hate list already. Various ages from young until old. For these people who I shall not name, go die. I can live without you in my life. I don't see you guys as humans anymore. You guys are lower than dirt in my eyes.

2. I love my friends. But I love my best friends more. I can be friends with everyone (except those who already made their way to my hate list) but not everyone can be my best friends. So far I only have 2 best friends that I will trust until the day I die. It's not that I don't trust anybody else... Okay, it's because I don't trust anybody else. I have been backstabbed more than other people's share on it. I don't like to use people, I don't like people using me to their advantage. So, when I say I only have 2 best friends, please don't tell me
"Yah, I use to be your best friend in school. You forget about me already is it?"
It's not that I forgot you. ischeIt's just that best friends to me means more than just hanging out during lunch period or doing mives together. Please respect that.

1. I am one hell of a procrastinator. Enough said.

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++getting to know you++

BFF

Today I want to share with the netizens about my two best friends. Laling a.k.a Kaizu and Hun a.k.a Kyoko.

First let's start with Kaizu.

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Real name: Sharifah Zanariah

Nickname: Chepa, Kaizu

D.o.b: 2 May 1989

Hobby: Drawing and reading

Interest: Fanfic, anime and manga

Let's just say I never met anyone that shares as much similarities as me. She is smart and beautiful and REALLY tall. I think she is taller than me, or is it the same? I couldn't tell because she is thinner than me. Her drawings are incredibly awesome. If you don't believe me, check out her dA. She is very fun to be with and never makes you feel bored.

Laling and I, we both like the same things, but very opposite of each other's taste. How should I describe this.... Let me give you a few example..

We both like SEAFOOD but I like SQUIDS and she likes PRAWNS

We both like NARUTO(ANIME) but I like SASUKE and she likes NARUTO

We both like HETALIA but I like JAPAN and she likes ENGLAND

We both like JROCK but I like GAKCT and she likes HYDE

...see what I mean......

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Real name: Nur Farahin

Nickname: Paien, Kyoko

D.O.B: 18 July 1989

Hobby: Reading

Interest: Fanfiction

Kyoko.... I known her for quite sometime but there are things about her that remains a mystery to me. Seriously. All I know is there is a scary side of her that you wouldn't want to mess with. I like to hang out with Kyoko. I remember someone asked us,

"Korang kawan dari kecik ke? (Are you two childhood friends?)"

Both of us burst out laughing that day. We were really close and it seems like we have known each other for such a long time. But actually, on that day, I just got to know her for like 1 or 2 weeks. Funny indeed.

Whenever I was with Kyoko, I really feel brave... Like I have the courage to do stuff. I still remember one incident during my matriculation days. We were studying late nite and suddenly one by one our stuff starts to dissapear. We search all over and couldn't find it. Then, suddenly she yelled out,

"Senang lah korang main sorok-sorok barang. Korang tak ada exam esok, kitorang ada!"
(Easy for you guys to hide our stuff. You don't have to take exams, we do)

And when I pick up one pillow, all our stuff was there. So, we continued studying and heard someone crying loudly. It was like a small child crying when they did not get what they want. If I was alone, I would probably hid under a pillow. But Kyoko, she totally said something that makes me feel braver.

Kyoko is someone who speaks her mind. When she doesn't like something, she straight-forwardly says so. I wish I could be like her...

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Next time I shall tell how the 3 of us met each other.

But to tell you the truth, the 3 of us are really close to each other, but we never went out together, I mean all three of us. It is always a two-some outing. And we never took pictures together either. And to say we are best friends....

No, really. We are best friends. But when we meet each other, we don't bother to take pictures together. We just chat and talk.

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++I miss my best friends++

Marriage

Right now it is 1.47 am in Malaysia. And the tempreture of Wonju is 6 degrees. (so cold)

Many of my friends' siblings are getting married this upcoming months. Ah, school holidays are the perfect time to get married they say...

Even my best friend from school said her brother is getting married. Congratz.

Hearing this really makes me think....

AH, I WANT TO GET MARRIED TOO....

When I was young, I didn't think marriage was important. I even told my mom I don't want to get married.

Oh, how I was a child back then....

I planned to get married when I am 26, which means I have another 6 years of being a bachelor. Must live life to the fullest then...

And people, you should know that I do not dream of getting married to a actor or singer. Those are hopeless dreams. But if I do, than it's fate...

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++should sleep by now++

Hair today, Gone tomorrow

I really need to cut my hair when I get back. My hair is really long now, and thinking about it, I think the last time I cut it was last year. And now it is already so long...

I wanted to cut of my fringe (the one that I kept from 2007). I think the last time I had a short fringe was when I was in standard 6.(primary 6/grade 6) Back then I had it was because I wanted to hide my scar. I was so sensitive about it last time.

I had the scar ever since I was 4 I think. I got 6 stitches on my forehead because yours truly was really hyperactive when she was in kindergarten. I remembered one of the teachers told my mother that she thought I was a mentally incapable child a.k.a retard. If I could see her again I would really ask her, "what made you say that?"

Anyway, I got the scar during recess time in the kindergarten when I was four. At that time I was playing with the rusty slides because the swings were full. (I really like swings)

And suddenly the fated bell rang, which means we have to return back to our respective classrooms as quickly as we can.

But being the way I am then, I played a little longer than others until a teacher was telling us to come back inside the house. I walked in a fast pace (Running of course, there is no walking in a small children's dictionary) and suddenly....

A small boy in my class put his foot in front of me. When I fell he went back into the class. Unfortunately for me, I fell on the sewer lid. At first I didn't really feel anything except a sudden urge to curse. Than...

Drip... Drip... Drip...

Blood started trickling down my forehead. I was like "Oh, shit. What is this red stuff? It's making my uniform dirty..."

I covered my head and went back into the classroom like nothing had happened. Well something did happen and there was a huge evidence on my uniform.

The teacher asked me what happen since I came into the classroom late and all messed up with blood, and covering my forehead. I told her I fell and when she removed my hand from the forehead, blood was starting to fall more.

It was the first time I saw a person become so pale...

The teacher took me to the doctors and I had my forehead stitched back together. I remember going back to the hospital for follow-ups since the cut I had was quite deep. I didn't know that it was so serious back then...

Anyway, afterwards I became really sensitive with my scar. I did not want anyone to see it so I hid it under my fringe. I goes on until I was in primary 6. When I entered my secondary year, I had no choice but to show it since I was wearing the hijab...

But suddenly now, I want to have a fringe again... I having my hair cut really short... Ah, can't wait to go home...

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++playing with my hair..++

My Top 5 Songs for the Week

5. Don't say Goodbye by EVE

4. Sorry Sorry by Super Junior

3. First Star (Chobyeol) by Kim Heechul

2. I Hope (Barae) by FT Island

1. Lies by BigBang

My sis, Ramy (Ilah)

Today I did something I haven't done in a long time. I searched my nickname on the net.
There are like 2090 results that contains the word 'saykoji89', but most of them are bullshit.
But then, when I was scrolling through the results, I found out that my pet sis (who is also like a sis I never had) has a blog... and so I went and take a look....

Jjang jjang....

God, it was all pink. Just like her Twitter page. Seriously, I can't remember seeing so much pink in my life. (oh wait, I think I have). I don't think that she will know I visited her blog though.

I read through all of her post and well, I don't really think she has changed much. She is still the happy-go-lucky girl on the outside but very sensitive inside.

Anyway, I miss her. I wonder if I get to see her again, will I be the same as I was before or will I be awkward. Or probably just act all insane as I am with Kaizu and Kyoko?

I don't have the answer to that. I really don't. Because I have changed a lot. And by a lot I really mean it.

I'm not the type that keep everything to myself anymore, now that I have two really best friends in the whole world. The one I couldn't imagine I could live without. The three of us are nutcases but all in very different ways.

I notice something about me a few while back. My hands keep shivering like I was hypo on sugar or something. But, nevertheless my sugar intake is normal. (for me)

Maybe this is because I'm growing older day by day. Sometimes I feel like I have a Peter Pan Complex. I don't wanna grow old.

Growing old means responsibilities. Responsible and me don't go in the same place. I am more to I-don't-give-a-f*** kind of attitude.

Ah, I'm really hungry. Now, I shall descend into the hallways looking for potential suckers to mooch ramen off them... ah, somehow this sounds so wrong. Let me rephrase that. I'll be going to a juniors room and ask meggi from them. There much better.

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++All about Korean++

Differences

I don't know why, but i would really like to post this up because I feel like it. Just don't ask me questions and I will tell you no lies....

The one that is always be updated on new Korean songs and dramas, Kaizu
The one that will only know a new song or drama has come out after more than one month, Sayko

The one that will go all out to get what she wants, Kaizu
The one will goes for extreme measures for a short while then suddenly pfft, Sayko

The one that gets to see all the cute-cute doctors in the hospital, Kaizu
The one that imagines the hot doctors all the time, Sayko

The one that will order 'Nasi Goreng Udang' all the time, Kaizu
The one that is allergic to Udang, Sayko

The one that always goes for the happy go lucky and adorable uke, Kaizu
The one that always goes for the cold-blooded seme, Sayko


Next time I'll write about Kyoko, but meanwhile, just bear with this....

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++really losing it++