Kamu n'gak sendirian (You are not alone)

When I was still i still is school, I listen to this song often enough. And recently, I just found this song on YouTube and when I listened to it, the feelings of when I first heard the song remains. The song kinda makes me feel like I'm not alone. In my teenage years, I was a lonely girl. And now, somehow, even with a lot of friends right beside me, I still feel somewhat lonely. This is the worst kind of loneliness. But when I listened to the song, I felt somewhat relieved? I don't exactly know, but it kinda lift a bit of my loneliness. And even if it sounds like a happy song, every time I listen to it, it makes me wanna cry...

I'm going to do a simple translation of the song to let you know what it means in English.

When I am no longer here,

Please continue to sing,

And when I'm gone,

Please be reminded of me

Please promise me

That you will be fine

Because in my every dream,

There is always you

Listen and feel

This song that I made for you

It might not sound melodious

But it's just for you

We have been together

Been through colourful days

Although not as beautiful as the rainbow

But we once dreamt

Trust me

Even at the darkest night

You are not alone

And all of the stars

That I left for you

Will be with you till end of the night

Listen and feel

This song that I made for you

It might not sound melodious

But it's just for you

We have been together

Been through colourful days

Although not as beautiful as the rainbow

But we once dreamt

Trust me

Even at the darkest night

You are not alone

And all of the stars

That I left for you

Will be with you till end of the night

This might be temporary

Or it might be for forever

But if I were to return

Make sure that you are here

Trust me

Even at the darkest night

You are not alone

And all of the stars

That I left for you

Will be with you till end of the night

Trust me

Even at the darkest night

You are not alone

And all of the stars

That I left for you

Will be with you till end of the night

++saykoji89++

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