New drawings for holiday break

Ore no mune no naka e...

Dare ga , Ore?
Sensei to ka? Issha to ka?
Iya, ore wa hito.
Sekai no hito.
Donna hito ga, ore wa?
Ureshii? Yasashii?
Ore wa samishii...
hontou ni samishii...
Tokidoki wa waraenaitte,
Hito giraitte.
Nani ga, shiawase ni?
Tabemono ka?
Shiawase wa astui no kimochi.
Demo, ore wa samui...
naze ka?

Demo, I want to say something to all my friends,
Ore wa mada tabi no douchuu,
Subete wa Daijyoubu datte.
Kotoba ni dekinai,
Omoi wo Utsushi daseru.
jya, yokatta.

Dugaan last minute...

ah, hari ni aku dah slamat sampai ke rumah setelah berpenat lelah bertarung ngan exam. spanjang agak2 3 bulan lebih aku ddk kat kampus alor gajah, at last aku dapat jugak cuti. anyway, aku nak cerita pasal dugaan ngan cabaran aku tyme2 da nak balik ni... citer ni memula start tyme hari ahad tu, fara citer kat aku pasal kes2 paranormal yang berlaku kt uitm. dye kata bilik yg bermasalah kat blok J (blok aku la tu) bilik 1314 (bilik bie) ngan 1316(bilik aku). pastu dye citer kalau nak g klas mlm, kalo lalu tepi tasik jgn pakai baju warna merah coz mende kt tasik tu ske kaco. mlm tu aku da rasa smacam so aku lari la g bilik fara, tido kat sana.

dugaan strosnya tyme hari isnin, paper last aku far200. aku g dewan awal, 1.45 aku da sampai walhal aku nye paper kol 2.15. skali aku prasan aku nye slip exam tertinggal kt bilik. nak x nak aku kn g balik ambik. tapi tah mana aku dapat idea bodoh utk print balik. so, aku g la library utk print slip baru. skali internet connection slow, lamabt nk masok student portal. da dpt print pulak, tah kuar gambar kecik je, x mcm slip exam aku yg btol. argh, x tahan aku kena gak jalan balik kolej ambik slip. da la dari dewan bendahara nak balik kolej jauh siot. dugaan.... sampai je kolej aku tros ambik slip pastu mintak kecik hantar aku balik ke dewan bendahara. nasib aku boleh jawab paper.

pastu malam tadi mmg aku kena trok la. malam tadi aku tido sorg dalam bilik. fara dtg bilik aku ambik game. dye balik dlm kul 12.45 gitu la. malam tu aku x boleh tido, x tau knp. so, aku baca r fruba. tgh syiok2 baca, aku ternampak mende putih sekilas kat tingkap. ah, tyme tu aku da x sdp ati da. nak je aku lari gi bilik fara tp x brani kuar bilik. dalam kul 2.15 aku terdengar bunyik baby nangis. ah, kompom. dlm hati aku tyme da nak balik ni la pulak ni nak kaco. tau aku ddk sorg.

so anyway, aku da slamat pulang dan x lagi net deprive. ehehe... so wish me all the best dalam melaksanakan aku punya projek ngan chepa ngan pa-in. jya,ne.

Takuya dan kangaroo ku....

ah, dah lama aku nak citer, tapi slalu lupe... tyme aku g aussie, aku ada bli satu kangaroo ni. aku kalau mende2 comel macam payah sket la... kalo ada duit aku bli. kompom! da mende 15 dollar. kalo tuka duit malaysia, ada la dalam 45 ringgit. first time aku terasa aku bli mkeda tu mahal giler walhal aku pernah je bli mende sampai rm60. anyhow, sejak aku bli kangaroo tu, dye x de nama. aku x tau nak letak nama apa. originally, aku da plan nak letak nama dye hafiz. becoz dulu aku suka hafiz. tp since aku da solve masalah aku ngan dye, aku rasa nama tu mcm x seswai. aku da x ske dye, walaupun kengkadang terigt. so, aku tengok jauh dalam hati aku, sapa yg aku paling suke... hmm... lelouch, panjang benor... matsujun, x boleh, matsujun takut kangaroo... kyonkichi, hell no, kyon tu kan kucing, we're talking about a kangaroo here! then it hit me! there is only one guy yang aku adore sesangat... TAKUYA. so buat masa sekarang, nama dye takuya, shortform, taku. taku ni comel sangat, dye kangaroo, pakai suar boxing ang glove boxing. aku sayang dye sangat2. mana2 aku ddk kat bilik tu, taku mesti ada dengan aku. ada one day, aku lepak atas lantai pastu taku termasuk bawah katil. malam tu aku x boleh nak tido, coz aku rasa cam ada mende missing. rupa2 nya taku aku. dah lah aku tido katil atas, kalo aku turun ambik taku, kompom org bwh aku terjaga nnt. so malam tu aku tido tanpa taku disisi. sekarng ni, aku ngan taku da x boleh berpisah tyme tdo. ad suatu mlm tu aku tertinggal taku kt bilik memeber aku, pkl 5.30 pagi baru aku dapat tdo tau....

Great Times, Great Times!!

a few days ago, my friend menyelongkar my laptop, searching for games and song. I have my share of games although none of my games are as interting as my bro's.then, when she opened my video folder, there it was. the video that was taken when i was still in form3 and my scholl pictures. we looked at it together. so, that night as i was sleeping alone, (kak nabila went to sleep/study at kak ila's room and kak min already went back) i remembered all the good times i had in school. when i was inscholl, i was kinda what you call a yankee. although i wear baju kurung, i always, ALWAYS, had my sleeves folded up. this is because i don't want it to get dirty. once my brother said i looked like a yankee having my sleeves folded up like that. haha. than, everyday, i would walk to school with my best friends, ann, nazz, tasha and zue. normally, me and ann would hold hands walking to school. the juniors once got the wrong ideas about us. once reaching the class, i would stay inside the calss, either going back to sleep or talking to my friends.

when i was in form 3 and 4, the main reason i'd like to go to school is that so i can see hafiz. i kinda had a crush on him. i like to see his face and hear his stories. his stories were DAMN funny. and although he is usually emotionless, i knew he was vey caring. like when i was in form 3, he taught me maths(i hate it so). once, when he was teaching, i didn't pay attention and was fooling around with zul and rohaimin. then he scolded me and hit my hand. that hurts, of course but its kinda touching. and when i was in form 4, i usually skip the classes i hate. so he was kinda mad at me. but one day, when i was sick(really, not acting), the chemistry teacher gave us homework to be submitted the next day. so, i asked wan to borrow hafiz's book for me. wan gave me his book when she returned from school but she told me at first he was reluctant, but when he heard i had a fever, he gave his book without complaints. there are A LOT more memories i had with hafiz but i'm not gonna tell them all here.

then, there are pranks that i played on people. like in form 3, i like to draw on my text books when i'm no longer interested in what the teacher is saying. there was this one day that really pissed me off. it was a KHB period and the indian teacher was babling about who knows what. so, as usual, i started drawing on my text books. then, he saw what i was doing and scolded me. he said that i should have not scribble on the goverment books and i should be lucky that i have the borrowed books as my parents could not afford to buy my own text books. HELL! i was just a coincidence that i was using the SPBT books that day. usually i would use my own. when i went back to my dorm, i started planning my revenge. ehehehe... so, the next friday, i had my KHB period again. this time, i really drew in the book to get him to notice what i was doing. then, he saw what i was doing and confiscated my book saying he will return it to the SPBT room. but then i told him off, saying that is not the SPBT book, but that is mine, my brother's actually but he handed down to me. so, embarassed by his actions, he returned the book to me. yes! my plan was a success. my friends keep telling me how brave of me to do that! ehehehe... all it takes is a little courage and some nasty thoughts that the devils had implanted in you.

when, i was i school i held a few positions. not that i liked them anyway. some of them were president of the Cyber brigade, vice president of the Cyber Brigade, president of the computer club, ajk of the computer club and the vice prez of the soccer club. don't ask me anything about the soccer club though. i was voted for it. i just joined the club to escape practice in the evening. you see, girls can't play soccer on the field with the boys, can they? no, not really. so, for a girl, that is the most lesuire club you could join. who would've thought i got chosen as the vice prez. nanda sore wa? but honestly, i did not do anything for them. i think i drew a poster for the futsal competition, but thats all.

ah, talking about that sure brings back memories. i have alot more to say about my times in school. so, i'll continue on later...

CUTI!!!!

ah, tak lama lagi dah start cuti sem... bnyk nye mende aku kn wat. nak kn siapkan buku mdm rani, nak wat komik the pearl lg, nak pikir course ap aku nak ambik next sem.... ah sakit otak!!!! tp aku rasa cam nak balik penang la... ah, aku lupe nak citer, sejak aku pakai aku nye fon nokia yg lama, aku slalu antar salah msg. da la slalu nye msg yg aku nak anta ke chepa plak tu... (chepa, ko paham2 la msg kita salu mcm mn kan?) da lah hari tu aku tersalah call org...
gini cerita dye....

al-kisah, hari tu aku ajar kak min (roommate aku) akaun, pastu ad mende aku x pasti. da la dr far100 plak tu, balik msk sem 1 la aku. pastu, aku nak tny bie (member aku budak akaun, sebelah bilik.) bie lagi la x igt sbb dye da ambik far250. so aku call la member2 aku yang kat puncak dulu. call hairul, dye tuka nombor celcom yg aku x save nombornye. call kak long, kak long x angkat. call ashe, pown no response. call jannah, budak ni dah tuka nombor baru. so last resort, aku call la hafiz. tyme ni aku pakai fon sony aku yg da rosak skrin tu, so aku gi fon book, type hafiz pastu call lah.

kring... kring.... x de org angkat...

kring... kring... still x de response. mamat ni merayap mana?

kring... kring... "hello?" aku dengar suara kat tepon aku. dalam hati da melonjak kegembiraan da. At last!!! ada org angkat....

pastu aku skill nak memain dengan hafiz coz lme gile x jmpe ngan dye aku pon cakap la...

"Woitz, apiz! ko igt aku lagi x? idup lg kau rupenye!"

pastu mamat tu balas,

"igt...."

pastu aku da rasa semcm, pehal pak imam nyer suara lain, x membebel cam biasa plak tu.
untuk mengenal pasti aku pown tanya....

aku: eh, ni hafiz kan?

mamat tu: yup, kenapa?

aku: ni hafiz akaun kan?

mamat tu: hafiz akaun? apa tu?

aku: eh, jap, jap....

aku tgk skrin yg da nazak tu, aku baru prasan something.... kat situ tulis hafiz ***L. SHIT! aku da salah call org, so aku otomatisnya letak tepon. cian mamat tu. hehehe, gomen ne.

ah apa yg aku mengarut pepanjang ni?!!!!!

Missing you

You use to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out of my dream
How I wish you could see
Everything that's happening to me
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here next to me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
Even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I miss you

I know you're in a better place
But i really wish that I could see your face
I know you're where you need to be
Even if it's not here with me

I miss you

Dedicated to a certain someone that I miss so much. If you're reading this, just wanna let you know I miss you.