I am just that...

Yeah, today is my birthday~ Thanks for all the wishes but somehow I secretly wanted a certain someone to wish me for my birthday. Who, you might ask? Well, if you know me well enough, you will surely find out in a blink of an eye.

Anyway, a blue bird told me this one hot gossip. It involves a certain someone-someone in a certain place. And anyway, I wanted to reply to that gossip.

First of all, the world doesn't revolve around you! Don't fucking make yourself the victim of this situation. You, only wanted people to play in the palm of your hand, dance to your rhythm. Well, other people have their own personal taste. Don't fucking decide everything until you hear all sides of the story.  And do not think you don't have any fault because trust me, nobody is perfect and that includes you.

Then, I would just like to comment on one thing. If you think I am a backstabbing friend, I seriously do not give a fuck. The only thing I would like to ask is, why do you think I am a backstabbing friend? What did I do to get that? Because from my point of view, you are one too. You only stay with people that will benefit you and once you are done with them, you dump them. You talk bad behind them.  What makes you a better friend than I am? At the very least I am not self-centred.

To be honest, I really don't care what you bitch about on twitter, on facebook or whatever other social network available.. If you have a problem with me, then talk to me. You don't have to involve other people, you know. By not attacking me directly, it shows such cowardly play.  I won't care what you do unless someone ask me to. I've said this once before and I shall say it again. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy.

Oh, and on another note, I am a type of person that does not know how to get angry. I do not know how to yell to their face when I am pissed off. I only know that if I am angry, I will distance myself from those people who made me angry.  I am also the type of person that will no hesitate to cut a friendship with people that keep testing my patience and irritates me. I've done it to a lot of people and I'm not going to stop there.

So, whatever word you want to put behind the title to describe me, I don't really care. Here, let me help you with a few:

I am just that cold-hearted

I am just that bitchy

I am just that mental

I am just that evil 

I am just that fucktard

I am just that sluty

...and whatever you want, I don't care, I don't want to care unless somebody tells me to. Until then, have fun with whatever relationship you have.

Oh, and just for your information, if your friends started leaving one by one, doesn't that make you think? Stop being so clueless and realize it already.

++saykoji89++

++fake friends she said. I wonder then what kind of friend she is?++

P/s: I would really love to tell you this straight to your face, but it seems energy consuming. So, I'll just tell it here. You don't count it as an "ex" if you haven't declared your relationship. Please don't give misleading information to people.

pp/s: And nobody really give a fuck if your boyfriend is American, European, Asian or even an alien. Stop emphasizing it every single time. This is not like the olden days where mixed marriage of different countries is rare. It has been done to death. People might think you are just after him because of his heritage, not because you really love him.