Day Six: 5 People who means a lot

Not necessarily in correct order

My Grandmother (The one in the middle)

My mom and dad

My adorable (but can be annoying at times) brothers, abang and aboy

This innocent looking mother of terr... I mean Kyoko. (=w=)

The creature, I mean human (are you? o.0) I owe my lost list of 'things to blame', Kaizu.

Now, give them all a big clap~~ *clap clap*

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++5 is not enough++

Day Five: 6 Things that you wish you'd never done

1. Go for boarding school

2. Read Yaoi

3. Cut myself

4. Spend too much

5. Watch horror movies

6. Join that stupid Conan fanclub.

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++uh....++

Of Cousins and Rappers

My cousin is a rapper. Seriously. And I also gotten to like one of his songs titled heartbeat. I just really like the song without any actually reasons. Anyway, Abed, I am proud of you being able to reach your dream. I wonder when will I reach mine? Enough about that, here's the song "Heartbeat" by Tactician featuring Lucia.

Heartbeats are racing
My heart speaks it's saying
There is no replacement
For you

Without u I'm broken
Took my air I'm chokin
I'm speechless unspoken
It's true

I feel the bond that will survive
I see the smile that will combine
Our hands so u feel we were meant to be

And when i feel you here with me
You are the blush to my cheek
and your touch just sweeps me off my feet

Feel my heartbeat

Oh, and support his other songs too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s_IfTydgDgI&feature=related

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++I seriously like this song++

Of Really Old Things I Found Part 2

These are the pictures I was talking about in my other post. Hope you enjoy them as much as I do.

This is a picture of my siblings when my younger brother just entered primary school.

This is a picture of my cousin Muhsin. Cute isn't he? He's around 1 at this time.

My drawing essentials. Pencils, eraser, ruler, drawing pens, blanco, lead and a cup of tea in my favourite mug!

I took this secretly. This is a picture of my classmate during matriculation, Akmal finishing off his chemistry jotter book.

This is another picture of Muhsin. He's so cute, I can't get enough of him.

My 19th birthday cake, a marble cheesecake from Secret Recipe. Celebrated it with my friends from UiTM Puncak Perdana.

My first 20th birthday present from Mady and Nisha, my classmates in Malacca.

This is the 1st picture I took from my *at that time* new phone, a birthday present by mama and babah. Oh, and those are MY feet.

My little sanctuary in my room. A little corner I called Sayko's Spot. Those are the magazine I read at night and lazy to put them back on the shelf. And the dolls, from left there's Taku, Joey, Tomato, Shawn, Ramen and Mama Kanga.

My KsK bracelet and hearts bracelet. The heart bracelet is from Nenek Penang.

The mess made by students of Negeri Sembilan Matriculation Collage, room A5.3.4? (Kyoko, what's your room number again?) In the pic there is a mixture of Math, Biology and Physics notes, being the Physics notes belongs to me.

My picture when I was small. Lots of people say I differ from then and didn't believe this is me.

In a Hari Raya mood in Matriculation but we weren't allowed to play firecrackers. So, I played with this instead.

This is like going down the memory lane. Ah, I've gotten older already.

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++what am I doing up in the middle of the night?++

Of Really Old Things I Found

Ah, again I was ransacking my lappie for old stuff I kept in the D drive. (transfered from my old lappie actually, by my dad. Thanks babah!) I found thus really mushy stuff that I can't believe that I did this. OMG!!!! Truth to be told, actually I based this from a sasunaru fic called 'Purging Your Life'. It's really angsty and it made me cry because I was reading it while hearing the song 'Utsukushi Namae' by The Back Horn. If the title is translated to English, it would mean 'Beautiful Name', which I also cried watching the Hetalia MAD video of it, in courtesy of Laling. (Laling, gawd, your list is getting longer)

Anyway, when I wrote this I was really under influence (Not drugs idiot, but emotions). But when I read this again I really feel like laughing. I am such a child back then and can't really let go of the past. Seriously, I was an idiot. But, I'm glad I found someone to help me heal and change. Thanks Laling and Kyoko. I really can't imagine where I would be without you guys.

And so, I present to you the mushy list of why I hate you. Oh, FYI this was written on 19 April 20xx for a certain guy named XXX. Haha, just kidding. Since I'm so over this, this was actually written for a classmate of mine named Hafiz. So, this is for you. Don't get so cocky because I wrote this for you. Well, it's not like you're gonna read it anyway.

I hate you because you are an emo-bastard.

I hate you because you always tell me stories about you and your family.

I hate you because you always teach me maths although you knew I aced my tests.

I hate you because you always hear me out.

I hate you because I cannot forget you over these years.

I hate you because I thought about you everyday.

I hate you because no matter what I did, you always forgive me.

I hate you because when I'm not thinking of you, I'll dream of you.

I hate you because you never remember my birthday.

I hate you because I can't fully love anyone else without them reminding me of you.

I hate you because every girl I know would do anything to be yours.

I hate you because I'm one of them.

I hate you because of your caller ringtones.

I hate you because I keep hearing songs that reminds me of you.

I hate you because you're my everything.

I hate you because I love you.

God, this is so mushy. I'm glad all my boyfriends now ends with .jpg. LOLz. Anyways, this wasn't the only thing I found. There was also the old storyline for Kenji, and one novel I've been writing where I based all the characters from Norse Gods. The main character is Loki, my favourite Norse God. There was also Kenji's family chart, which at that time I still made Heiji as Kenji's twin instead of his younger brother. There's still more. In my next post I'll put up all the old pictures I found.

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++My lappie is a treasure chest++

Day Four: 7 Things that crosses your mind a lot

I'm not gonna explain this one so I'll just list them here.

1. God

2. The end of the world

3. Yaoi

4. Kenji

5. General randomness (e.g: why is do we compare the sun to the moon?)

6. Sasuke

7. Naruto's ending

So, in short you can already see that I am at the brink of my insanity. Oh, wait... I am already insane. *shrugs shoulders*

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++I hope I'll make it to day 10++

Day Three: 8 Ways to win your heart

This is particularly easy for me to describe...

1. Buy me food.

Lolz, who can resist the temptation of food. And if you buy me my favourite food (in this case, squid or durian) it's an added bonus.

2. Understand my situation.

I don't ask you to understand my feelings. That would be totally stupid since I myself don't understand them. All I ask is to understand my situation. Understand that I don't want you to be clingy and ask me about my every move, because you would regret it. Very much. (Imagine you calling me asking me what I'm doing and I will have no remorse in telling you that I am reading yaoi)

3. Draw for me my favourite anime character.

I don't care if you know how to draw of not, but if you make the effort to, I'd be totally melting and say :"SSSSSUUUUUWWWIIIIITTTTNNYE~~~~" (sweet nye)

4. Be friends with my friends.

Though it's not gonna be really hard because my friends are friendly, but I doubt you would have little sanity left after meeting them. I hardly have any myself.

5. Get me Masashi Kishimoto's drawing of Sasuke.

This is like the best way to win my heart, and every other Sasuke's fan out there.

6. Know my likings.

I'm not asking you to be a stalker but just to know what I like and what I don't like, which is totally obvious.

7. Tell me I'm pretty

...seriously, this wasn't supposed to be on the list. I'm not pretty and even if you tell me I am, I'll just shrug it off. So, compliments are not my thing. Eh, too bad.

8. By some miracle, you are Kame.

Totally won my heart. 'Nuff said.

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++what the hell am I doing?++

Day Two: 9 Things About Yourself

1. I am addicted to Yaoi.

Please, sasunaru is my anti-drug. There is nothing else that can convince my otherwise. But I have a few side pairing elsewhere too like Akame, AsaKiku and such. Mind you, I can even cry watching the 6th OP of Naruto Shippuden and can even cry reading the manga.

2. Sleeping is my life.

I sleep a lot. More than any normal and sane people does. Just today I slept from 5 am to 7pm. Sometimes I even scare myself.

3. I tend to hold a grudges

Beware of the sayko madness. I hold grudges, but what do I care. I'm bi-polar. I may forgive but to forget, you have better chances of finding a snow covered field in Malaysia. I don't forget. Every single thing that someone did bad to me, I'll remember it till the day I die. (which in fact by the way I am now, might not be long)

4. Pink is my mortal enemy.

What the hell is wrong with those fugly people? Pink? Like eww... I hate the color. It seems so artificial. Like the two-goody-bitch I know. So fucking artificial. I have no knowledge why I hate that colour, but I'm thankful enough that I hate it now. But, actually there are people who's obsessed by pink that I actually don't mind. Like my sis (Not my real sis, I'm the only girl in the family) and my friend. God, if you see the pinkness from them, it's making my eyes go blind.

5. I have a colourful language

So I cuss. Big deal. I'm sure there are thousands of millions of people out there are worse then I am. Get over my language and get over yourself.

6. Bi-polar is my friend

Well, although this is just recently, but I do have bi-polar. It means that I can change my mood whenever without reasons. But usually when I'm high it's due to my anti-drug. But I can cry for no reason and I can get mad without reasons too. So, anyone who wants to be my friend have to bear with my mood changes. But usually when I am in one of these mood swings, I'll stay away from others.

7. Anneyeong, Konnichiwa, Ahlan Wasahlan

So far I'm studying 5 different languages which sometimes I wonder myself why am I doing this when it's so troublesome. I'm learning Malay, English, Japanese, Korean and Arabic. However, I'm not perfect in any of these languages. So, if you find any grammar mistakes, don't be shy to point it out.

8. I adopt polygamy

My numbers of 'hubby' are uncountable. There are just too many of them. There's Sasuke, Kame, Takuya, Heechul, GeunSuk etc etc.... But when I'm getting married for real and my husband want to adopt the polygamy policy too, I'll kick his ever loving ass out of my sight.

9. I get bored easily which makes me lazy...

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++tomorrow got TAX finals++

Day One: 10 Things to Say to 10 People

I really appreciate you being my friend, and I can't imagine my life if you didn't. (less crazy i guess) But, really, I really envy your drawing style and somehow no matter how hard I try, it seems I'm always 10 steps behind you, oh great master. Hope we will still be friends till the end.

You are just are just as important friend as laling (but with more terrifying and don't-fuck-with-me aura) and I can't imagine my life without you either. And, FYI we once predicted that you'll get married before us too. Forgive me, oh mother of terror. Oh, and laling cakap you bersekutu dengan hantu, and I geng hantu. (oops laling~)

See you in somewhere one of the damnest place ever (hell, for example)

Would you just finish up Naruto already? Every week I get a heart attack of fangirlism with your teasing.... Uh, I feel like dying. You and Studio Pierrot are both trying to kill me.

I.like.you. There, short and straight to the point.

Without you, I'm nothing. Thanks mama and babah.

Everytime I see you I feel like puking. Seriously.... So I'm trying my damnest to avoid you. Sorry.

I don't know what I should say to you. You are like a sister I never had but I feel like there is a rift between us. I miss you, but I don't know how to say it to you. so here goes... I miss you...

Ah, I want to see you soon. I formatted my laptop so all the manga and songs I took from you are lost.... Hehehe, sorry. But really, we need to meet up and chat together. I know you have a lot of the latest asian gossips.

I'm sorry.

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++These is for the people I know, but the receiver have to guess which is yours++

Of Cleaning Up Lappie

I was going through the old stuff in my lappie today and I found a lot of really REALLY old artwork which I didn't even know still existed....

here are some of it...

I drew this on my birthday this year~ Kenji, otanjoubi omedeto ne~

Ah, a very sad chibi Kenji~~~

Pass please~

Nak makan roti?

Two of my favourite shonen, Naruto n Sasuke

This is my first drawing when I entered UiTM, during the intro speech by our dean.

I used to think that this is the coolest Kenji I drew... Now, not so much..

Ah, the old Kenji is constantly getting angry and the victim... is Seishi..

Owh, and when I'm in the mood, I draw Kenji reading too...

Akira in one of my old concept...

Naruto reaching out to Sasuke...

KYA~~~~ My hubby~~

Do I even need to say..

Again, my two favourite shonen

Doodling is my best friend. On the lower left, idk why but I drew Kenji kneeling in shorts?

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++I'm having an artblock now++

Of Being Awake Late Night

Ooooohhhhh..... Scary right? Well, not really. Right now I'm in the middle of renovating my blog (*sigh* again~). I decide to be a little more mature than I actually am and that, my friend takes a lot of self control.

When I was picking the current background pic for my blog, I came across this picture. I mean, it takes me a lot of willpower to say no to Naruto. God, the picture is so breathtaking... So because I didn't get to put the Naruto BG, I vented my anger into doing desktop icons of Sasuke and Naruto.

I never knew why on earth am I changing all this stuff anyways. I was HAPPY and CONTENT in my awesome world of ME! (Oh, and sometimes Kenji) Why am I changing I'll never know. I can't even seem to draw a decent Kenji anymore... *faceplams*

But whatever it is, I'm still gonna rant about anime and manga. If you don't like, don't read.

Have you ever read "Faster than a Kiss"? This is like the BEST shoujou manga I read this month! I really like Kazuma (Maa-kun) and his Super 's' personality. (If you don't know, S means sadistic, which is the opposite of M which means machoist) Lolz, he can even do a 's' long distance attack....

m(_ _)m

Seriously people, it's 2.24 a.m in my country and I feel like shit after 3 hours of brain cramming. So, just ignore all the crap I've been spewing.

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Of Things That Really Annoys You

Okay, I know some of you out there have a s**t loads of this list but I just wanna share a bit of mine and I don't know if you ever experienced this or not. Anyway, here goes.

The Things That ANNOYS You The Most

1. When my mom gets together with her siblings and starts to talk about ‘obscene’ things.

Yes, people. My mom does do this with her siblings every single time they get together. First I don’t think about it much but then it’ll really start to bug you. For example if we’re watching an English movie they’ll start commenting on how big the woman’s boobs are and how it’ll start to wobbles when she runs. Seriously, it kinda pissed me off a little. Sure it’s funny sometimes, but when you hear about it too much, it bugs you.

2. When my mom is criticizing me in public.

This has got to be the most embarrassing thing ever. She might just whisper the words but STILL, it’s public! The most frequent comments are, “pull up your bra, it looks like you have a breast of a grandma” and “Why are you wearing that? It’s so tight that I can see your layers of fat”. Ma, FYI, your daughter is fat and there is absolutely nothing that can be done. I’m fat, so? Everything I wear can see my so-called layers of fat. And please, the bra thing? I don’t even want to comment on that.

3. When my friends get mad at me for not replying messages.

What? I have to? Well, what the heck am I supposed to reply to ‘OK’? I know you are wonderfully brilliant people who thinks about complicated stuff but be reasonable. You sent me a one word message and you expect me to reply? Don’t be stupid. And, there are just times, when I don’t feel like replying to your message. Maybe because I just woke up or I don’t have credit (I’m not gonna run around searching for credit if it’s for something not important) or maybe I just don’t like you that much. Seriously, I don’t know from when, but all your messages are kinda absurd and i don’t know, kinky? WTF, dude? Go dirty talk with your GF or something. I don’t do that stuff.

4. When people looks at me different because I enjoy Yaoi.

What? I can’t do that? It’s not like I’m underage. I’m 21 for God’s sake. It’s not even real. It’s goddamn fictional. You’re okay with seeing real people f**king each other but drawing of boyxboy is not okay? Well, I might enjoy yaoi but I’m effing straight. I like guys. I even had a crush on someone for so effing long that my heart aches and he doesn’t give a damn. So, until I meet the right guy for me, let me indulge in this fantasy a little while longer. It’s just my guilty pleasure. It’s better than guys masturbating in the toilet looking at lingerie catalogue. I know a lot of things guys do as their guilty pleasure (and girls too) so better shut your trap about it.

5. People bad talking about my drawing.

I know I’m no Picasso or Michelangelo but I’m really proud of my drawings. Though, they are just cartoons, for me they’re alive. I can proudly say I love them especially Kenji. But, there are some people who like to make fun of my art. “Why is the eyes so creepy?” or “Why does he look funny?” I doubt they can draw any better than me, but these comments are really demotivating. How would you like to be constantly flamed all the time? It feels like s**t do you know that? I’m not afraid to say that the proudest thing I’ve done in my life is drawing although it might not seem like much. The rest of my life is just a pile of bollocks. So, if you take away my drawing from me, what is going to be left of me? A pile of bollocks. When I’m sad or depressed I always turn to my drawings, but due to a lot of flaming from others, I slowly think that my drawing is a pile of BS as well.

These are the top 5 things that annoy me. I’m sure I can come up with so much more, but unfortunately I need sleep. I have a final paper at 9 today and I’m getting some shuteye for freshness. Till then, kisses.

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++If you noticed, I changed the background++

Of Boyfriends N Life

Seriously, what? What the hell am I suppose to do with that? No, seriously...

My mom said I'm almost 22 and it's about time I think about my future(?) and have a boyfriend. What does the two things have in common anyway. I know there is a lot of great women out there who is single.

Somehow, guys doesn't cross my mind at this time of day. Nope, not a hint of it. It's not that I have given up on boys, it's just that I'm not interested in them now. I used to think that if I don't have a boyfriend like my friends, I'll end up lonely and alone. (don't the two words have the same meaning?) But now, I realised, having them now (boyfriends) are a burden. (sorry guys)

In my personal opinion, I don't need another person to yell at me for doing something wrong. I have my parents to do that, thank you. And, I am an Aquarius which means I love freedom. Boyfriends, not so much.

If I wanted a boyfriend I would have gotten one already... So for the time being, I think I don't have to search for one yet. When I'm ready to settle down with my hectic lifestyle-of-really-crazy-chick-who-cares-about-fuck, I'll find the right man....

Till then, I'm proud to be single!!!!

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++I'm different from a bitch because I use my brain and they don't++

Of Broken Lappie and Great Rant

This is serious shit! I am about to face my final exams and my lappie chooses this time around to break down? WTF? Where am I gonna release all my frustrations and all? MY FICS AND VIDEOS DAMMIT!!!

So as of now, until my lappie's being repaired (by my awesomeness brother who I say awesome only at this time around) I'm using my younger brother's to do all my shittin... I mean activities online.

Oh, and laling wanted the info on the 3 kids? Well, this is just kinda general but here goes.

*******

Name: Harusawa Melody Sakura

Age: 10 (current), 13 (future)

Hair: Black

Eyes: Dark Brown

Physical appearance: Somewhat like Akira but little bit more childish.

Attitude: I totally based her attitude on Naruto. So she's cheeky and mischievous that the current Kenji feel like choking her.

*******

Name: Harusawa Daisuke

Age: 10 (future) [not involve with the current time but mentioned by Melody]

Hair: Black

Eyes: Dark Brown

Physical appearance: I don't know. I haven't develop him much yet. But kinda like a normal boy his age I guess.

Attitude: Haven't develop yet. Sorry.

*******

Name: Harusawa Ryuuji

Age: 3 (current) [not involve with current time but mentioned by Melody]

Hair: Black

Eyes: Green

Physical appearance: Likes to wear clothes 2-3 sizes to big for him.

Attitude: Su~per clingy to Kenji. Other than that, he is somewhat like Sasuke.

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I'll upload the pictures later since the pictures are in my broken down lappie and I have to get it scanned again.

Anyway, I just love the new OP of Naruto Shippuden called 'Diver'. Really love the video. All the lyrics seems to go well with the videos. Lately, Pierro Studio is killing me by fandom. And the latest Movie's song titled 'If' by Kana Nishino, gawd, it so suits the bonds of Minato and Naruto.

And for the record, I broke my record of 'how many times can I replay the same song'. Before this was Murasaki by Akanishi Jin with 56 times. Now it's Kaze to Oka no Ballad by Real Paradis. No, I did not misspelled it. It's really Paradis not Paradise. But other than that, the song is awesome! Go, search and listen to it. Get the lyric translation too.

Oh, and I found a video of FLOW's Sign with Malay subs. That is so wrong in many ways but the lyrics, I think it made more sense than the english translations. But somehow, it's still wrong. I mean sure they sang

"Can you hear me, so am I"

but you don't have to translate it to

"Boleh kah kau mendengar aku, begitu juga aku".

And they were singing that part in english for F's sake. Seriously wrong in many ways, but I really appreciate the effort.

I feel like I want to change my blog's layout to Sasunaru theme again but we'll see what I can do. I might only say stuff, but I'm such a lazy ass to do so. Full time student, part time lazy bum.

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++I seriously need to stop relating all the songs I hear with sasunaru++

People these days

Is there a tie when you wished you could just turn the time around? I have a lot of those feelings. Sometimes I just wanna be 12 again because honestly, that was the best year of my life so far. I don't give a fuck on how I look like, or give a damn what people say about me. As long as I am with my two trusted friends, I'm happy.

But as I grew older, life gets shittier. Its always full of shit. People back-stabbing here and there, criticism to listen to, and people to be nice to. Ah, how I want to be a kid again. If someone created a time portal, please don't hesitate to call me.

When I was 12, I didn't care of anything. How my drawing sucks, how boyish I am, how I hate hanging around girls, I didn't care about any of them. Now, I feel like my every action is being evaluated. I feel suffocated. It's kinda easy to see why people would start to give up on living. There are a few things that could make you put a gun to your head.

My mom once said that if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all. Well, then why don't certain people just do that? Is t damn nice to say bad stuff about other people behind their backs? Don't their parents teach them the same thing? Or did their parents say "You know what, go ahead. Talk about bad stuff of other people. That'll make you live longer". I don't think any parents in their right mind would do that.

It kinda makes me wonder why human are like this. Can't they just be content of what they have. Must they be greedy? The seven deadly sins are not suppose to be our friend and yet I can see that most people are befriending them like they are the newest pop artist.

I have to admit, I'm not perfect. I have my own flaws. I like to read yaoi fanfictions. I'm lazy and sloppy and I like to wake up late and all. Yes, I tend to be jealous of other people. But it is something I take positively like when I see someone really beautiful I say to myself, "I'm gonna try to lose a few pounds and look as beautiful as that girl". I kinda make it my motivation although I don't follow through and give up halfway. Half the people I know would probably say something like "That girl is beautiful, but I heard she's been XXXX"

Why? Why downgrade other people? Downgrade them so they could be lower than you? Wouldn't it be better if you would just upgrade yourself? Well, that's human to you. Maybe I should try to be an alien? But a favourite band of mine once sang that

"The existence of the unknown world must be the top secret"

True. Maybe that's why we haven't uncovered it yet. It's not supposed to be touched by mere human like us. Maybe before we uncover the truth about the universe, we should learn the truth of mankind. The rest, just leave it to God. He knows how to handle it.

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++before criticizing others, we must look at ourself first++

Who is your favourite seiyuu?

'Seiyuu' or as the call it voice actors in English, plays one of the most important roles in the world of anime. Some of us (me included) can fall in love with the character just because of the voice. Sometime, when you watch certain anime, you go "ah, this voice sounds familiar! It must be XXX-san"

Well, to be honest I like the bastard-y type of characters so my favourite seiyuu also has this kind of bastard-y voice. Not that I'm saying that it's bad or anything, but when I hear this type of voice it kinda makes my heart go 'doki doki'....

Well, here are the list to my top favourite seiyuu

douzo~

1. Sugiyama Noriaki

(Sasuke in Naruto, Ishida in Bleach, England in Hetalia)

2. Fukuyama Jun

(Lelouch in Code Geass, Kei in Spaial A, Grell in Kuroshitsuji)

3. Hirano Aya

(Lucy in Fairy Tail, Haruhi in Suzumiya Haruhi, Konata in Lucky Star)

4. Midorikawa Hikaru

(Rukawa in SlamDunk, Tamahome in Fuushigi Yuugi, Minato in Naruto)

5. Tomokazu Seki

(Kyou in Fruits Basket, Haru in Rave, Chiaki in Nodame Cantabile)

6. Paku Romi

(Edward in Fullmetal Alchemist, Natsume in Gakuen Alice, Temari in Naruto)

7. Namikawa Daisuke

(Italy in Hetalia, Fye in Tsubasa Chronicles, Ulquiorra in Bleach)

8. Katsuyuki Konishi

(America in Hetalia, Ren in Skip Beat, Kyo in Samurai Deeper Kyo)

9. Miyano Mamoru

(Sho in Skip Beat, Kira/Raito in Death Note, Death the Kid in Soul Eater)

10. Morikubo Shotaro

(Shikamaru in Naruto, Nakatsu in HanaKimi, Kyouhei in YamaNade)

For The Longest Time

Bloggie, I miss you~~~ It's been a long time since I last wrote in my blog. This is due to my brother splashing water on my lappie and causing the keyboard to be damaged.

But now, since i bought my new USB keyboard, I can type happily again. Before this I just copy and paste the letters that are not working.

Anyway, during the holidays, I have managed to draw lots of papa n daddy sketches. Thus, I'm happy. For raya I just went back to penang. that's all. nothing new.

Right now I'm really pissed of at myself for abandoning all fandom for SuJu. Gawd, how could I? So, to repent I am catching up as much as I could on all my previous fandom especially on UVERworld. they released new singles and an album and i missed that? Besides, you can never forget your first love and Takuya is my first love~~~~

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++UVERworld GO GO++

btw, these are my drawing collection during the holidays. not all, but some....