Homaigod...

I was searching for a good book to read just now and I found my diary that I kept in 2006. So I decided to read it and see what are the moments I had in 2006. It turns out that I used to have a boyfriend... Shocker that. Where was I during the entire relationship? Not kidding, I didn't remember a single thing.

According to my diary, I knew him somewhere in February 2006 and we broke up somewhere in May 2007. He gave me a lot of stuff (which I can't remember) through postage since I was in Labuan and he was in Shah Alam at that time, and I kept all his PosLaju slips in the diary...

Apparently, I was the one who broke up with him because according to my diary, I was bored with him. Is that the reason I forgot him completely? Because he bores me? Oh God, I do that to people?? Luckily I kept those memories in my diary, if not I would probably have forgotten about him till God knows when...

Human minds are really capable of doing something we never thought of doing. Then mind, please help me erase the existence of this certain guy. I'm bored of him too...

++saykoji89++

++Pijo, I'm so sorry++

Please understand me

True story

Oh my heart...

I miss someone.. But at the same time, I don't think I miss him that much and yet I think of him all day... But it is not like I miss him all that much... But I can't get him of my mind...

WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO???

++saykoji89++

++please stop trolling++

p/s: Laling, it's penguin if that is what you're wondering.

You know what...

FUCK MY LIFE!

..sekian, terima kasih.

++saykoji89++

++why the fuck??++

I've experienced this before....

This makes me think

True Story

Story of my life

How true

100 Truths

WHAT WAS YOUR:

* Last beverage: Milk
* Last phone call: Laling
* Last text message: Twitter
* Last song you listened to: Numb by Linkin Park
* Last time you cried: Few nights ago for no reason

HAVE YOU EVER:

* Dated someone twice: Hah??
* Been cheated on: Not sure...
* Kissed someone & regretted it: Kiss my brother and he regret it.
* Lost someone special: Yes.
* Been depressed: Always, whenever I'm not high.
* Been drunk and threw up: Nope, never drank alcohol.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOUR:
Blue, Orange and Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU (2011):

* Made a new friend: Yes
* Fallen out of love: Yes
* Laughed until you cried: A few times
* Met someone who changed you: Yes
* Found out who your true friends were: Yup
* Found out someone was talking about you: Not this year coz I don't give a damn
* Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes, on the cheek
* How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: around 95%
* How many kids do you want?: 2
* Do you have any pets: My lovely, lovely red-eared sliders
* Do you want to change your name: Not for the time being, but I do want to change my nickname
* What did you do for your last birthday: nothing, literally.
* What time did you wake up today: 1 pm
* What were you doing at midnight last night: Chatting
* Name something you CANNOT wait for: To get my own car
* Last time you saw your Mother: Just now
* What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: None
* What are you listening to right now: Music on my lappie
* Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes
* What's getting on your nerves right now: Something that I can't say here
* Most visited webpage: Facebook
* Whats your real name: Nur Sharain
* Nicknames: Sayko
* Relationship Status: Single but not available
* Zodiac sign: Aquarius
* Male or female?: Female
* Primary School?: SRK Sri subang Jaya 2 & SK Bandar Sunway
* Secondary School?: SMK Bandar Sunway, SMK SS17, SBPI Sabak Bernam, SM Sains Labuan
* High school/college?: Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan, UiTM Shah Alam, UiTM Melaka Kampus Lendu, MMU
* Hair colour: Black wit kinda brownish
* Long or short: Short
* Height: Last check 170cm.
* Do you have a crush on someone?: At the moment?
* What do you like about yourself?: My randomness.
* Piercings: None
* Tattoos: None
* Righty or left: Now righty.

FIRSTS :

* First surgery: When I was six, but it was a minor one.
* First piercing: None
* First sport you joined: Badminton
* First vacation: The first one I remember is to Langkawi.

RIGHT NOW:

* Eating: Just ate homemade corn-in-cup
* Drinking: Nothing
* I'm about to: Tweet something
* Listening to: No Air by Jordin Sparks
* Waiting on: ....something

YOUR FUTURE:

* Want kids?: sure
* Get Married?: duh... see above.
* Career?: Animator

WHICH IS BETTER:
* Lips or eyes: of course both
* Hugs or kisses: both
* Shorter or taller: Taller
*Older or Younger: Older
* Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
* Nice stomach or nice arms: I'd say arms.
* Sensitive or loud: Someone in the middle
* Hook-up or relationship: Scandal~
* Trouble maker or hesitant: Someone who's not boring.

HAVE YOU EVER:

* Kissed a stranger: No
* Drank hard liquor: Not in my lifetime
* Lost glasses/contacts: Lost it... then found it... then lost it again...
* Sex on first date: Hell no
* Broken someone's heart: I don't know
* Been arrested: Not yet...
* Turned someone down: I think so..
* Cried when someone died: I'm not heartless
* Fallen for a friend?: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

* Yourself: Sometimes
* Miracles: Probably
* Love at first sight: NO.SUCH.LUCK
* Heaven: Yes
* Santa Claus: No
* Kiss on the first date: No
* Angels: The real angel


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

* Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Yes?
* Did you sing today?: YES!!!
* Ever cheated on somebody?: Yeah..
* If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: My school days
* If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : None, apparently last year sucks
* Are you afraid of falling in love?: Not really...

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag as many friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY
Fly Me to the Moon

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
S.O.S

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Solo

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Fall For You

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
4 in the Morning

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Today is Gonna be A Great Day

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Lemon Tree

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
The Day You Went Away

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Ghost of You

10. WHAT YOU ALWAYS DO DURING TAKE 5?
I Don't Wanna Know

It's kinda funny

I just finished crying for no apparent reason. Now that I think about it, it's kinda funny... I was laughing and all and suddenly my mood drops. All of the sudden I feel sad and started crying on my own.. If other people saw it, they might think I'm nuts...

Actually, I'm just trying to cheer myself up but failing epicly. I might go cool my head in the showers if this feeling doesn't go away soon...

++saykoji89++

++I feel empty++