I hate quiet nights, my anxiety flares up and I can’t sleep
If I cried it out I’d feel better, but crying just makes me thirsty
Saturday, July 25, 2015
Re: Birth
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Tuesday, June 17, 2014
What I mean to people
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Sunday, June 1, 2014
Something I stole from tumblr, yet again...
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
→ Ew, hell no. It's my brother.
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
→ What ex? I have never been in a relationship.
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
→ Yes.
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
→ I haven't hang out with anyone recently. I'm being a hikikomori at the moment.
6. What are you excited for?
→ Final Fantasy Type-0
7. What happened tonight?
→ It's not night time yet, so nothing.
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
→ Probably. I've never seen anyone got wasted in my life.
9. Is confidence cute?
→ I don't know. But I do know that it's annoying sometimes.
10. What is the last beverage you had?
→ Green tea.
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
→ Not much.
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
→ No. I hate those shit.
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
→ Probably watch some housou, then sleep.
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
→ Either food or fuel for my car.
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
→ If you're talking about kiss on the lips, I have never kissed anyone.
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
→ Most probably. People change, you know.
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
→ No one.
18. The last time you felt broken?
→ Recently, but I can't remember why.
19. Have you had sex today?
→ No.
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
→ Yeah, that this questionnaire is quite perverted.
21. Are you in a good mood?
→ Not really.
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
→ I would!
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
→ Yeah.
24. What do you want right this second?
→ To go to Japan!
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
→ Nothing. I won't say anything but I would probably die a little inside.
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
→ Yes.
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
→ Depends. But 70% chances are no, I won't.
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
→ This horror story compilation called "2 Channel no Noroi"
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
→ Yes, I do.
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
→ Depends on how he/she fucked up the first chance.
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
→ No, in fact I like him~ Teehee
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
→ Meh, probably not.
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
→ I do drink it once in a while.
34. Listening to?
→ Koi no Mega Lover by Maximum The Hormone.
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
→ Sometimes.
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
→ NO, non-existent.
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
→ Probably, I don't know.
38. Who did you last call?
→ Kyoko
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
→ Myself.
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
→ I never kissed anyone in my whole life!!
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
→ Last year?
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
→ Nope. I'm not the touchy-feely type.
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
→ YES, OH HELL YES!
44. Do you tan in the nude?
→ I don't tan.
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
→ Why is the questions all about kissing?
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
→ I talked to myself on the housou?
47. Who was the last person to call you?
→ My Dad.
48. Do you sing in the shower?
→ Yes, its my shower ritual.
49. Do you dance in the car?
→ Yup.
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
→ I recently did, and I have to say I'm okay at it.
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
→ Never
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
→ Some are.
53. Is Christmas stressful?
→ I don't celebrate christmas, but I get the holiday, so no.
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
→ No. What the fuck is that?
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
→ I hate fruit pie.
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
→ Coroner.
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
→ Yes, because I've seen them with my own eyes.
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
→ Yup.
59. Take a vitamin daily?
→ I used to?
60. Wear slippers?
→ They are the most comfiest thing in the world.
61. Wear a bath robe?
→ No, I don't have one.
62. What do you wear to bed?
→ Shorts and T-shirt.
63. First concert?
→ Can't remember...
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
→ Tesco
65. Nike or Adidas?
→ Nike
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
→ Cheetos
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
→ Both
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
→ None!
69. Ever take dance lessons?
→ Nope.
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
→ Anything that brings in money.
71. Can you curl your tongue?
→ Yup.
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
→ Yup!
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
→ Not yet.
74. What is your favorite book?
→ Harry Potter series.
75. Do you study better with or without music?
→ With. Definitely with.
76. Regularly burn incense?
→ No.
77. Ever been in love?
→ Yes, it was a one-sided love that lasted 8 years.
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
→ UVERworld and SPYAIR.
79. What was the last concert you saw?
→ Adakah?
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
→ Cold. I prefer anything cold.
81. Tea or coffee?
→ Tea.
82. Favorite type of cookie?
→ Choco chip.
83. Can you swim well?
→ Nope.
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
→ Yup.
85. Are you patient?
→ Kinda.
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
→ Band please.
87. Ever won a contest?
→ Not recently.
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
→ Why should I?
89. Which are better black or green olives?
→ Neither.
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
→ Should not do it.
91. Best room for a fireplace?
→ Living room
92. Do you want to get married?
→ Yes, obviously.
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Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Stole from tumblr, again.
BASICS:name: Sharaage: 25birthday: 14th Februaryzodiac: Aquariussingle or taken: Single and forever aloneheight: 168cmeye color: Dark Brownmiddle name: not answering this.favorite color: bluelucky number: 2SPECIFICS/DETAILS:hogwarts house [x]: Slytherinfavorite fictional character: Kenjifavorite television show: Cash cab?favorite season: Autumndescribe yourself in a few words: I am in a love/hate relationship with myself.future children’s names: Eh?? Izaya and Akira?meaning of your name: The light of 2 moons.ultimate otp: SasuNaru!!what do you plan to/do for a living: live life?starbucks order: I don’t go to starbucksTHIS OR THAT:introvert or extrovert: I am an introvert, so I prefer someone extrovert.dawn or dusk: Dawnrighty or lefty: Rightycoffee or tea: Tearain or shine: Snowreading or writing: Reading
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Friday, March 28, 2014
Oh look, feels.
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Friday, December 13, 2013
Dear You,
Dear you,
Thank you for once again coming to my dream. I thought you've stopped and to be honest, I'm glad you stopped. But your visit last night troubles me. Although you came in with a different name, but I will always remember your face.
Do me a favor, never come again. If you do want to see me, don't come in my dreams. See me face to face. I do not want to see you in my dreams because I do not want to wake up feeling frustrated.
I'm pretty sure the real you didn't even think of me even for a second. I mean, just who am I to you anyway. But the dream you... Just stay away from now on, okay.
++saykoji89++
++Sweet dreams are made of these++
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Saturday, July 27, 2013
I Am Addicted
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Thursday, May 23, 2013
My Top 30 most played songs in my laptop
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Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Promoting~
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Friday, May 3, 2013
You Idiots!
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Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Day 06: A song that reminds you of them
Your entire body is attached with tubes, that's right, you are a little tired and are merely resting.
The saddest answer in the world and the pitch black shadow that knows not sorrow.
I called your name in my scratchy voice, but it resounded in vain till it shivered and disappeared into nothingness.
You know, if there was such magic to turn back time,
I would cut down this pair of useless hands.
The world continues spinning, for our sake,
so that the heartbeat within us can be heard by the world.
The fingertip that lightly traced your hand becomes sensitive to the slightest sign.
If only I had always listened this closely to the sound of your heart..
You laughed while hiding your feelings, right?
But I was clueless, and that has become my punishment.
The world continues spinning, for our sake,
so that we won't be separated, until we can't breathe.
No matter how many times I call your name.. So please, please wake up.
I have now realised, how very beautiful your name is.
The world continues spinning, for our sake,
so that the heartbeat within us can be heard by the world.
The world continues spinning, for our sake,
so that we won't be separated, until we can't breathe.
No matter how many times I call your name.. So please, please wake up.
I have now realised, how very beautiful your name is.
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Day 05: Sad moments
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Day 04: Favorite moment
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Monday, April 15, 2013
Day 03: Kisses
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I'm bored
10 Days Shipping Challenge.
Day 01: The ship
Day 02: Hugs
Day 03: Kisses
Day 04: Favorite moment
Day 05: Sad moments
Day 06: A song that reminds you of them
Day 07: Least favorite moment
Day 08: When you started shipping them
Day 09: Friendship moments
Day 10: Whatever you want
++saykoji89++
++deal with it++
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Friday, April 12, 2013
My Top 5 Seiyuu
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